no matter what decision your heart makes, I will be waiting for you...

Part 32

Not even the first 5 minutes of the film have passed and a sob escapes a mouth, but not mine tho. I looked over at Tom who was having tears in his eyes and a red nose from sniffling. I didn't know if I should giggle or cry, when boys cry I automatically start to cry too, so I pouted while I wrapped my arms around his neck.
"It's just a film Tommy..." I tried to reassure him with my sweet baby voice and as I stared at the wall again where the film was playing, I also felt his arms wrap around me until his hands rested on my back. With his right hand he pulls my t-shirt up a little to my spine. His soft fingertips begin to run down my back, sending chills down my spine, but also making me smile like an idiot imto his chest.
"Is that okay?" he asks, making sure I'm okay with that. I nod, hiding my blush. He is just the cutest. The more the film played, the more I couldn't help but think about what it would be like to grow old with Tom. To live like ellie and carl. In a small house, just the two of us. We would go on dates, look at the clouds like Ellie and Carl. Trying to find figures out of them. We would grow old together and well, maybe have a child or two. I know it's too early to think about all that, but to imagine it... that makes my stomach flutter. When the film came to an end, Tom's hand was still on my back, stroking it for almost the whole film. When he turns off the screen and the room goes black, I look up at him. His eyes, lit up by the moonlight, are looking down at me. A soft smile plastered on his lips.
"Hey..." he whispers, trying to look deep into my eyes.
"Hey..." I whisper back, slowly coming up with my head. His pupils follow my shadowy figure every inch I move, until my head is only centimetres away from his and the tips of our noses are touching. The air gets stuck in my lungs, my pupils twitching back and forth between his eyes.
Kiss him, tell him, kiss him, I love you...
That is when he makes his move and closes the gap between us. His lips collide with mine and I don't waste a second kissing him back. His hands grab my hips and turn us around. Now I'm lying on my back and he's hovering over me. With a smack, he pulls away from the kiss to see if I'm still fine with that, but when he sees the little sparkle in my eyes, he presses his lips back onto mine.
This kiss... It feels different, it's so slow... so incredibly slow and passionate. His lips only graze over mine, heavy breaths leave his mouth and suddenly he stops, he stops kissing me and looks deep into my eyes. His forehead resting on mine as he closes his eyes.
"I..." he starts, wanting to tell me something. My right hand cups his jaw, running gentle circles on his cheek with my thumb.
"Yeah?" I ask with a soft voice. Eyes concentrated on his lips. His perfect pink lips...
"you are so beautiful..." beautiful... a word I don't get to hear often, and yet it fills my belly with butterflies.
"Really?" I ask innocently. He nods sweetly, a small smile on the corner of his lips.
"The prettiest girl I have ever laid my eyes on" Luckily it was dark, because my face was certainly as red as a tomato, and my smile so wide that it reached up to my ears.
I kissed him, showed him how grateful I am that I have him.
"Thanks again... for everything tonight. Never before has anyone done anything so sweet for me" I explain. His eyes twitch from my lips up to my eyes.
"Everything for you my love" my love...
We spent the rest of the evening cuddling until I fell asleep wrapped in his arm.
In his arms in which I felt safe and secure

Monday

The working day went on as always. Today we have a meeting, nothing exciting, but the glances Tom gives me are impossible to miss. This horny motherfucker doesn't even survive a working day. Only problem, Harrison is also sitting here.
"But sir, if we put any more money into the golf course, we will go over budget." Luke speaks up or whatever his name is.
"I don't care, we're going to make good money out of it and make a profit." Tom says harshly. Luke sighs, directs his gaze back to the sheets in front of him.
"Is there anything else we need to discuss?" Tom adds.
I look around, most of them shaking their heads slightly, knowing that with Tom as the boss, no one dares to say anything. Harrison on the other hand smiles like an idiot at his phone. Normally he is never on his mobile during work, he usually wants to get his work done before he can concentrate on anything else, and he would never be on his mobile during a meeting, so the whole thing seemed a bit odd to me, but I quickly shrugged it off when I saw the smirk on Tom's lips as he looked over at me.
"Allright, you can leave now then" Tom says sternly, his eyes never leaving mine.
Everyone starts to make their way out of the meeting room, all except Harrison who is too engrossed in his mobile phone. And because he is still present, Tom cannot stop me from staying in the room. So I went back to work. Less than 30 minutes later, my door swung open without a knock, showing Harrison.
"Just wanted to let you know that I'm going early today. Left Tom the car keys." he says with his hand on the door handle.
"Oh okay, why?" I question
"I can't tell you, but you'll see later..." With a proud grin on his lips, he closed my office door again and left the company. So I once again continued to work until Tom suddenly stood in my doorway at 6pm.
"God, you guys really don't have it with knocking eh?" I groan.
"watch out, i'm your boss" he warns with a raised finger as he closes the door behind him and makes his way towards me. He stops in front of my desk, leans over it and whispers.
"So, Harrison is probably still a bit away, what do you say, we both leave work early and go home for some alone time?" he wiggles his eyebrows.
"Tom..." I sigh
"come on, just one quicky before he comes back..." He begs with puppy eyes, and damn, how could you resist?
"I mean, all right, if my boss allows it, I guess it's fine..." I roll my eyes with a giggle.
He smiles, and so we make our way home. The ride was tense with lust in the air, and once we arrived home he also pressed me right up against the wall, placing kisses all over my neck down to my chest area. He opened my blouse, started sucking on my left breast.
"Fuck" I groaned softly. Still I couldn't get the thought out of my head that It was too dangerous. If my brother would walk in right now, he would never be able to look us in the eye again. "We can't, not here..." I moaned, enjoying the pleasure he gave me. With a smirk plopping on his face, he lifted me up with his hands under my thighs. He carried me into the laundry room and set me down on the washing machine.
"Oh you dirty boy" I smirk. Tom knows what he does to me when he puts me on the washing machine. And judging by his smile, he even enjoys it. He undoes his belt and pulls his trousers among boxer shorts down his legs to his shoes. His boner right against my thigh. He reaches under my skirt, pulls my panties down my legs while I am already pulling at his hair, making it look like a complete mess, causing him to let out a low grunt.
"you like that eh?" I lean forward to place wet kisses on his neck with my smirking lips while his veiny hands spread my legs apart for more space. I kissed his earlobe as I suddenly felt him pounding into me. Made me let out a loud moan into his ear. My teeth immediately caught my lower lip, biting it so as not to let out a sound.
"mhm" was the quietest I could get out. He let his head fall back and his Adam's apple peek out while he continued to pound into me.
I heard a door lock open in the back of my mind but I didn't think much of it.
"Shh, you have to be very quiet. I think he's in his room. Go hide. I'll go get him" I heard Harrison whisper to whoever else he had with him. Tom didn't seem to hear, I tapped him on the shoulder in a panic, pointing out that he should stop, as good as it felt.
"Tom, fuck" I moaned quietly "stop. I think my brother is back" His thrusts became sloppier until he suddenly realised what I was saying. His eyes widened. His head shot up again. With a plop noise he came out of me with his throbing member.
"What?!" he whisper shouted in horror, hearing Harrison's footsteps making their way through the flat to Tom's room.
"Damn it !" He pulled his trousers among his boxer shorts back up, buttoning his trousers.
"Tom? mate you home?" Harrison shouted down the hallway after not finding Tom in his room. I jumped off the washing machine, straightened my clothes to make myself presentable again. With a final thumbs up to Tom, who was still tightening his belt, I opened the door. What I didn't know at the time was that everything would go downhill from now on.... The moment I opened the door, I could hardly believe my eyes.
Cassie.
Cassie was standing right in front of me with her suitcase in her hand... a smile as big as her stupid face plastered on her lips. She would stay, but for how long... I don't know... My brother came down the corridor to my left and found me right in the doorway of the washroom. Frozen.
"Oh hey, have you seen To-" At that moment, the washroom door opened a little wider, presenting Tom behind me. It didn't take him long to catch her eyes...
"Cassie..." he said just above a whisper. As shocked as I am to see her here. I turned to him. Pain in my eyes.
"Baby !!!" She exclaimed with a broad grin. She ran towards him, jostling me a little to get past me before jumping into my boy's arms. I watched. I watched as she threw her arms around his neck, him wrapping his hands around her waist, kissing her. Every single second I watched, and every second that passed, my view got blurrier. I was staring a little too obviously. I still realised that, but I couldn't look away. I eventually turned to my brother with tears in my eyes. Our eyes met. He knew what was going on. The second he saw Tom's hair, he was already worried. But with the tears in my eyes, he no longer had any doubts about his concerns.
I wanted to run away. Outside in the rain, but I couldn't. Even though Harrison certainly has his thoughts now, I still have to play it off as if they are not true. As if I were happy for them. So running away now, everyone would see that I was hurt. So I walked past Harrison into my room as if I didn't care at all...

I'm sorry that I'm only posting now. Had a busy week with lots of exams
Ps: hope there are no spelling mistakes