no matter what decision your heart makes, I will be waiting for you...

chapter 12

•Before you read this chapter, you should know that there will be a lot of dirt in it, so I don't want to see comments like, 'my family is sitting next to me' or 'what have I just read' because with this message I warn you already, make sure you are at least 15 years old•

A week went by in which you slowly got used to the work. Tom is still mostly an ass but sometimes he makes slightly sexual remarks which you don't know if they were meant sexually... for example once when some water splashed on your pants while you were drinking water, you said "oh no, now i'm completely wet" while you tried to dry the water off your pants with your sleeve, all tom said was "I can help you with that if you want" after that he smirked slightly. But Harrison never noticed because he was either on his phone or in his own world in his head.
Sometimes you would play along, give dirty answers back but you wouldn't really say it was flirting, more... well, playing. After all, tom has a girlfriend, and you respect that. Plus, he's your brother's best friend, so you shouldn't be thinking of him the way you have been lately, no matter what he does, you've occasionally caught yourself staring at him, licking your lips and imagining things, but luckily pushed them away as soon as Harrison came into the room or interrupted you in any other way.
It is now tuesday, 2 pm to be exact. You already had your lunch break where you went out to eat with harrison, tom stayed inside and continued working. He usually stays inside during lunch breaks or takes a break at some other time than you and haz.
You are halfway through your paperwork for the day when you see how Tom's door opens. You look through your glass door as he makes his way to you. Today he is wearing a black suit with a white shirt. His jacket is still off. He always wears a suit on important days. The top two buttons are undone so that you can see the cleavage of his chest which looks damn hot but already on the way to work, you tried not to look at it as his black jacket hangs over his shoulder. Your glass door opens as tom walks into your office, he walks just a metre in and holds the door handle with his hand, ready to leave right away.
"Meeting in 10 minutes. Room 203 , come on time" Is all he says before he goes out again and slams the door behind him, which isn't exactly good since it's a glass door but the doors here seem to be high quality so they won't fall apart as soon as you slam the door.
You roll your eyes and get back to the paperwork, you set a timer for 8 minutes so you can get to the meeting on time.
8 minutes later your timer rings. So you take a pad and a pen and make your way out to the conference room. You don't know what you need the pen and the notebook for but maybe you need to write something down or tom wants you to write something down.
You take the elevator down one floor and make your way to room 203.
There are no windows or glass doors to look in, just a black door with the room number 203. Without knocking, you open the door where there are already a few other employees sitting around a long table, at the front there is a simple white screen where pictures and some more information will be shown later. However, you sit down further back at the corner of the table where no one can notice you, you immediately feel a few glances on you which quickly fade away as tom speaks up.
"Gentlemen I don't think you are here to watch Y/N otherwise pack your bags and I will fire you" Tom stands at the front of the table, his palms rejected on the table as he looks across the table at you, his eyes meeting yours as you look up. A smirk escapes his lips before he turns to look at the screen.
Some pictures of golf courses are shown, which belong to the company and therefore also partly to tom.
They discuss golf courses, where new ones should be built, how expensive they should be and how much they should spend on building them, you don't have much say in it, you mostly just agree but whenever tom asks a question for opinions he looks at you first, as if your opinion is the most important one. Then you mostly look quickly down at your lap because you are still too shy to talk in front of everyone and even more to hide the blush that you get every time tom looks at you. After about 35 minutes tom slaps his hand on the table and speaks up
"All right, gentlemen... that's it for today, I want everyone out of the room except Y/N" When you hear your name come out of Tom's mouth, you look up at him where your eyes meet directly. You look at him confused, the others don't seem to care what he said, they just leave the room. Harrison couldn't say anything either because he was not at the meeting at all.
"Is everything all right? Have I done something wrong?" You ask as the last one leaves the room and closes the door behind him, you stand up and look at tom who is coming towards you.
"Why are you so shy and don't say something about the subject?" He stands a little too close to you, your back touches the table, your palms on the edge of the table as tom stands in front of you, his hands move next to yours, almost touching them.
"Isn't the subject exciting enough?" He asks, his eyes focused on his fingers of his right hand which are driving up your arm, sending shivers down your spine.
You shake your head 'no', words not really coming out of your mouth as you swallow and your breath gets heavier.
"Use your words darling" He says as his fingers now rest against your cheek and lift your head slightly toward him so that your eyes meet. His fingers are very gentle on your cheek as they lift your head up to him.
"No sir..." You say as you shake your head slowly, you feel his other hand now touching your thigh under your skirt. You shrug a little, but you like his touch, it just feels right, warm...
"Do you want me to touch you?" His voice low, almost a whisper.
You nod, not really knowing what you are doing but knowing that you want it.
"Words darling..." He smirks as his hand finds its way into your panties.
"Please sir !" You beg.
"That's what I wanted to hear"
As you feel his finger running over your folds, you close your eyes and tilt your head back. You feel his hot lips on your neck as he starts sucking on it.
"already so wet for me darling?" His hot breath mumbles on your neck only makes you more needy. As his first finger goes in, you bite your lip to keep from moaning if possible.
"Jump" He commands, you do what he says and he helps you sit on the table.
He spreads your legs a little and pulls your panties a little further down your legs. You grab his shoulder and pinch it a little as you feel the second finger inside you. They go in and out until at some point you have the feeling in your belly like a knot.
"Fuck tom I think I'm going to-" You moan but he interrupts you, his lips leaving your neck, now you feel something warm and moist down there, you open your eyes and look down. Tom between your legs. When you feel his warm breath against your thigh, and his toungue flicking in and out, you can't stand it anymore and come on his tongue.
"Shit Y/N, you taste so good" He comes up while wiping the cum off the corner of his mouth with his finger. You watch him as he licks the rest of cum off his fingers which makes everything even hotter.
"Shit what have we just done?" You breath out with a slight moan. You stand up and pull your panties back up, you adjust your skirt that was pulled up to your hips and make your unraveled braid a nice one again, at least you try your best to make it look normal again.
"I don't know, but what I do know is that harrison must never know" tom says. He also fixes his shirt while helping you down from the table.
your legs feel like jello, like you're going to fall to the floor at any moment, but tom puts his hands on your hips, helps you stand up straight.
"Can you stand?" You nod your head yes.
"I guess" His hands leave your waist, he walks away from you to the end of the table, to be exact. You watch him as he gathers his papers to leave the conference room.
"Don't you have any more work to do? It isn't closing time yet" His eyes do not leave the papers he holds in his hand as he talks to you, his tone was back to normal, strict to be exact, as if nothing had ever happened.
"Yes no, I still have work to do" You stutter, waiting for an answer
"Then what are you waiting for?" were his words as he looked up from his papers and looked at you with narrowed eyebrows. You open your mouth to say something, but when nothing came out and you just embarrassed yourself, you turn around and go back to your office. After what happened, you can hardly concentrate. Once Harrison came in to ask if everything was going well, but you couldn't even really look up to look him in the eye without feeling bad. So you answered in one short sentence and he went back to work. I mean after all you didn't sleep with tom.... right? But you don't know how it should go on, do you feel something for tom? I mean, all your life you've only seen tom as your brother's best friend, except for the little phase when you were 12, but let's not start there. What you feel for tom now though you don't know, I mean right now you still see him as harrison's best friend and now also as a boss, but something about him attracts you but you just can't figure out what. All you know is that you start to get a crush on him that you shouldn't get.

•Okay, I think I'm getting better at writing, but it was still unpleasant to write some parts of this chapter•

°When reading, do you prefer the I perspective or the you perspective? If you know what I mean...°