I Broke Her

19

"thank you angelic" "that's alright I hope you find what you are looking for" "me too".
Walking up stairs, I entered my room and closed the door. Setting my laptop up on the bed, I laid down on my stomach just waiting for it to load.
Connecting my laptop to the wifi, I brought up the search bar. I had thought long and hard about what dannon suggested with getting a tattoo to cover my scars. I will never be able to hide the one on my face but I can make the others look better. I'm just not sure what I want and need some ideas.
Hearing my door open, I looked behind me to see dannon walk in and close the door.
"Hey is everything okay?" "Yes I am just looking on the internet" "for?" "Ideas for tattoos" dannon had a gentle smile on his face "that's what you were thinking about at the pond?" "Yes. I think your idea of getting a tattoo could help" dannon moved forward and I rolled over then sat up "you don't need to cover them but if it makes you feel better then I think it's a great idea" "I don't want to look at them dannon. I know I can't change the one on my face but.." "I know" I know it hurts him seeing the scar, seeing what he did just as much as I can't stand to look at it. the reason why I avoid mirrors or anything with a reflection.
Dannon moved forward as I kept my eyes on his. I wasnt sure what his next move was. Gently pushing me back on the bed, he hovered over me moving his hand down the side of my face tracing the scar. Never saying a word, he just looked into my eyes.
"Dannon everyone is here" "yep" dannon closed his eyes then opened them again.
"Do you need anything?" "No" "I better get down there" I nodded. Dannon moved back and I sat up. I could see something in his eyes but he blinked and turned his head "if you need anything please let me know" "okay". Dannon walked out and closed the door. Rolling back over, I looked at the screen but my mind was blank. Thinking about the scars an idea popped in my head. I need some paper and a pencil or pen.
Getting up off the bed, I walked out of the room closing the door. I could hear everyone talking but I had no idea where they were. Slowly walking down the stairs, i could pick they were out the back. Walking to the kitchen angelic wasn't in there. Coming back out, I stopped in my tracks.
Apollo was walking past but stopped "Bridie" I just stared at him "it's alright, I'm not going to hurt you" "do you know where angelic is?" "She is out the back" the only place I do not want to go.
"Okay" apollo didn't move just looked at me. Walking past him, I headed into the office. I need to find some paper and a pencil to draw my idea. Finding what I needed, I walked back out of the office. apollo looked to be waiting.
"Bridie please know we aren't going to hurt you" "i, ahh" I shook my head "I need to go" running up the stairs apollo called out "Bridie wait" stopping, I turned to look at him "what did you need angelic for? Can I help?" "I already have what I needed" he nodded. I need to get out of here. this is just too much. I know all the men are here and probably will be for a while I need to just go for a drive. Placing the paper and pencil on the bed, I turned off my laptop and grabbed my jacket.
I need my keys but I have no idea where they are.
Walking back down stairs, it looked like everyone was still out the back. Checking the hook in the kitchen, my keys were on it. Grabbing them off the hook, angelic startled me making me jump. "Why do you need your keys Bridie?" "I need to get out of here" "will you come back?" "Yes but I.." "it's too much knowing everyone is here" I nodded "here take my car, yours is blocked in" I nodded "thank you angelic" "take it easy Bridie and please don't run" "I'm not going to run".

Dannon

Seeing angelics car reverse out of the garage then drive forward around the garage out of sight, Im guessing angelic needed something and headed out but usually she'd let callan know.
When the back door opened, I looked at angelic. Wait if she is here then the only one driving that car would be Bridie.
"Bridie left?" Angelic nodded "where did she go?" "I don't know dannon. she just said she needed to get out of here" I don't want her on her own "she will come back" "Bridie was here?" I looked at rocco "yes" "I didn't see her" "I did" I looked at Apollo "when?" "When I went inside before she went into the office, grabbed a piece of paper and pen then came out. I tried to reassure her but she just said she needed to go back up stairs" she isn't okay with everyone here at all. I should've known. I would go after her but I have been drinking. I just hope she comes back.
"Dannon I suggested she take my car because it has a tracker in it. if we need to find her we can" "alright, thanks".

Bridie

I didn't know where I was going but I just drove around. Seeing a tattoo shop on my way, I found a car park then walked into the shop.
"Hi" "hi can I help you?" "I'm just looking at some ideas, do you cover scars?" "Yes we do. Where is the scar?" "I have two. one on my chest and one on my lower stomach" "hmm do you have any ideas in mind?" "Only one. The scar on my chest is a cross shape and I was thinking maybe having two arrows one pointing up and one pointing down with flowers in the middle where they cross over" "you have a good idea, do you want any words with it?" "I was thinking about 'keep going'" "I like it. I can draw you one up if you would like and send it to you via email or you can pick it up?" I nodded "how much?" "It'll be fifty for the drawing" I nodded.
"For the other, I'm thinking maybe a purple butterfly sitting on either a branch or a flower" "I may have one that you will like just give minute" "that is fine". Waiting around, I looked at all the images on the wall. They do some really good tattoos here.
"Okay here" the guy handed me a folder with a page open "what do you think about that?" "I like the design not so much the colours" "that can be changed. You said purple?" "Yes but not a solid colour Id like the colour to fade as it goes down the wings" "that I can do" i nodded "thank you I really appreciate it" "I will get your details then when I am finished with the drawings I will send them to you" "that would be great. What is your name?" "Sorry I am troy and you are?" "Bridie" "nice to meet you" I grinned.
Filling out the paperwork I handed it back to troy. "Thank you Troy" "I will be in contact, have a good day" "you too".
Walking out, I couldn't help but smile. I really hope he can picture what I would like to cover the scars.
Getting back in the car, I just sat in the car park for a few minutes before driving back to angelics and callan's place. Pulling into the long drive way, I drove around to the garage and waited for the door to open before pulling in and turning the car off. Getting out, I closed the door and locked it.
"Bridie" slightly jumping I turned to see dannon. "Sorry I didn't mean to scare you" "I was in my own little world" "where did you go?, I was worried" "I needed to get out of here for a while" "that didn't answer my question" "I drove around for a while. Spotting a tattooist I went to have a look" dannon walked forward. I could smell the alcohol on him. It didn't repulse me but I wasn't sure how much he had an if he was thinking straight. "I think I should go up stairs and eat" "what's wrong?" "There's nothing wrong dannon" "there is, I want you to tell me" "I don't know how much you have had to drink and I don't know if you are thinking straight. I can smell it on you" "you are worried I'm going to hurt you because i have been drinking?" "I think I should go".