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|Saria's POV|:

They released me from the hospital a few days ago. I don't want to tell anyone about the pregnancy until the end of the first trimester. But it was so hard especially when I had to throw up about 5 times in the morning.

"Saria you need to go home" Ja'Nell said as I finished throwing up and went to brush my teeth.
"Ja'Nell I'm fine, I must of ate something that upset my stomach but I'm fine." I said
"Saria it sounded like you were about to throw your intestine up for the 5th time this morning" she said and I rolled my eyes

"Ja'Nell stop worrying, I'm perfectly fine" I said finishing up.

I actually am fine I'm just really tired, but by how worried she is, it looks like she's considering calling Grant. Grant has been overly dramatic as if it's his first kid, he's been checking up on me every hour. Like I appreciate it but I need some space.

Ja'Nelle eyed me and left hesitantly. I went to the kitchen to get a bottle of water so I could take my prenatal vitamins when I saw the last person I though I'd see, Jonathan. What the hell?
I tried to slowly and quietly walk back to my office but he saw me before I could fully turn around and make a run for it.

"Saria, God I've missed you" he said pulling me into an awkward hug, I didn't hug him back. He asked if we could talk in my office and I agreed.
"Uh what are you doing here?" I asked once we were in my office
"I realized I made a mistake by letting you go. Every relationship I've been in since our break up has been an epic failure because I can't get you off my mind" he said and my eyes widened in shock

"Jonathan I'm flattered, I really am but we broke up a year and a half ago-"
"I know, I know that but you can't deny that we had something. Mi amor you are the love of my life and I let you go because of some white guy-"

"That 'white guy' happens to be my future husband. Jonathan you came here to pick up where we left off but there's no 'we' anymore. You were right, I'm in love with Grant and it'll always be him that I'm in love with"
I could feel the anger radiating off him

"GOD YOUR NOT FUCKING LISTENING!" He yelled at me which made flitch. He then grabbed my wrist very tight
"Jonathan you're hurting me" I said trying to wiggle myself loose and he laughed
"It's nothing compared to how you hurt me, how could you be with me and be completely in love with another man" he said

"This is exactly why I don't date black women, I should've listened to my friends. You guys are undesirable, ugly, look at how dark your skin is. What did I even see in you" he spat
I kneed him in his baby maker which caused him to let go of my wrist and fall to the floor, he groaned.

"Men like you absolutely disgust me, you were going to hurt me because I'm not in love with you? Then you try to put my race of women down because I rejected you?, Fuck you and your friends, people like y'all don't deserve black women" I spat
Just then Grant came in with lunch in his hands.
"Hey-" he said but cut himself off by looking at the scene

"Sorry, Jonathan was just leaving." I said and Jonathan got up stiflingly his groans and pushed past Grant
"And I better not catch your weak ass here again!" I yelled after him

I sat down in my office chair and sighed, Grant was staring at me and it started to annoy me
"Can I help you?" I snapped and he held his hands up in defense
"I just came to drop you off some lunch" he said putting the food down in front of me. It was a burger with fries, a mango smoothie, and a medium sized fruit cup.

"Thank you. Did you go to 3 different places?" I asked taking a bite of the burger but not without saying a silent prayer
Yes, but that's beside the point, w-what did I just witnessed?"
I sighed
"Jonathan came to try and rekindle what we used to have, I rejected him, he got angry, he tried to hurt me and made some racist remarks, I kicked him in his baby maker, cussed him out, and then you came in" I said and he rushed to my side