Percy's POV
I sighed as I tapped my pencil against my desk in my recording room, my phone which was recording me picking it up.
I'm trying to plan out my album but I have no idea where to start.
Yes, I have 'I Miss You'.
Maybe add in 'She Don't Know' as I never released it officially.
But I have stumbled across a mind blank which I cannot for the life of me get out of.
I opened up my solo writing ideas notebook, the binder almost broken from the amount of times I've used it over and over.
Frantically I'm surprised I haven't finished the notebook or destroyed it yet.
I flicked through the pages, some of the songs I have published, some which were just in the moment ideas.
I paused at a page where I wrote recently, just before Emily came into my life and I was alone.
"I was lonely..." I whispered as I looked at the page and noticed watermarks from my tears when I wrote.
"Is everybody lonely
Is everybody scared
Is everybody worried
That no one really cares" I startedI paused before continuing
"See I'm afraid to love, but afraid to be alone
Still I wonder why my heart is always broke
What a way to live, let the fear take all control
Oh, this ain't life, no, I'm not alive" I spoke, remembering writing these lyrics.I hummed, trying to think of something else to write with it.
I rolled over to my keyboard on my chair, my book and pencil still in hand.
I placed the notebook and then the pencil on the built in stand and then turned on the piano.
I started to play a couple of C# minor and A major 7th chords
"Is everybody lonely
Is everybody scared
Is everybody worried
That no one really cares" I sung going between the chords."See I'm afraid to love, but afraid to be alone
Still I wonder why my heart is always broke
What a way to live, let the fear take all control
Oh, this ain't life, no, I'm not alive"I changed the chords slightly as I continued.
"Are we all the same looking for love
Looking for love
Are we all in chains
'Tryna be enough
Be enough" I sung softly, and then played the drone.I took a shaky breath as I flicked a couple of pages in my writing notebook, knowing exactly what random lyric I wanted to add in.
"I'm 'tryna write my perfect story
I'm working nights and working days" I sung "To prove the world that I am worthy,
Of being seen, of being praised"
I paused, not knowing what I write next.
I groaned with frustration, placing my head on the keyboard creating a sickening sound.
I looked over to the coffee table which was near the couch, flashbacks of Emily helping me write 'I Miss You' shone in my head.
I also noticed my diary still placed there, from when I wrote my last entry in it.
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I Don't Want You To Run Away
Fanfiction~SEQUEL TO 'NOW I AM A ROCKSTAR~ Percy 'Luke' Jackson could not have wished for the best ending; having a beautiful wife, his friends all forgiving him, an amazing career and the world isn't destroyed. However, that picture-perfect ending of the las...