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[ - sophia kim - ]

I bit my bottom lip as I let out a sigh afterwards. Seungkwan still looked worried. He really wanted me to befriend his close friends and wanted us to be comfortable with each other

But it's just hard for me because of how I am now. I'm sure it's also hard for some of them too.

"The thing is,,,, I'm just not that comfortable Boo,,,,"
I said as I looked down

"If you keep on avoiding them, then how are you supposed to get comfortable with them ?? Perhaps you don't like it that I'm a part of the group ? Because we're well-known in this school ???"
Seungkwan sounded a bit disappointed

I immediately raised my head to look at him, not wanting him to misunderstood stuffs

"No no ! They're lovely, they're welcoming, they're nice, and there are a lot of other positive stuffs I can compliment ! But you know me right Kwannie ? Meeting all 11 of them at the same time... It's too overwhelming for me..."
I fiddled with my index fingers

"I understand you don't want me to be alone during lunch time, but I can promise you it's fine for me ! I don't want to disturb all of you too"
I added

Seungkwan was quiet for a bit. Gosh,,, I hope he is not angry at me,,,,

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