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[ - joshua hong - ]

Sophia was quiet for the whole ride. I couldn't seem to let go of her hand. It's as if... I'm scared to let go.

From just wanting to find out about that letter and you, I ended up trusting you with all of my heart because I felt safe around you.

But why ?

Why you ?

We've just met and was just warming up to each other, so why ?

Why do I trust you so much ?

Out of nowhere I locked my fingers with hers and she immediately turned to me, with a shocked face expression

"J-Joshua ?" She stuttered

That brought me back to reality

I immediately let go of her hand, flustered by my own action

"S-sorry" I apologized

"I-it's a-alright" she stuttered

What has gotten into me ? What's wrong with you Joshua ???

"Are you.... Still scared....?" She asked

When I turned to her, I saw how her face was. She was worried. Worried about me.

Gosh... I somehow feel bad for making her this way...

"I'm good now" I smiled, trying to reassure her

"If you need someone to talk to about this kind of stuffs, feel free to talk with me okay ? I don't like it if you're bottling it up like you usually do" said Sophia

Like I usually do ?

"Like I usually do ?? Do we know each other before this by any chance ?" I asked

"Ah no no ! S-Seungkwan and H-H-Hansol have t-told me a-a lot about you g-guys h-haha" she was stuttering a lot, anxious ???

That letter.

Was my suspicion correct ??

Cause... I'm always open with the boys... But how does she know that I often bottle up a lot of stuffs...?

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