Secret Sender • Joshua ✓

Secret Sender || 61

[ - sophia kim - ]

On my way to my class, mean words were thrown at me. I didn't wanna say much so I kept quiet. It's upsetting for me.

Instead of whispering this time, most of them just straight up insulting me. I just kept quiet. Doormat or what, I don't wanna create anymore trouble than this.

I've arrived at my class and went to my seat. I didn't say any words despite seeing Seungkwan and Hansol waving at me. I put my books in my bag and proceeded to just stay quiet.

I don't wanna suddenly break down into tears.

"Sophia" Seungkwan called out

I stayed quiet

"Sophia." He called out again

"Sophia Kim" both Seungkwan and Hansol called out.

I didn't wanna say anything. I felt too damaged right now.

It was quiet for a bit until someone banged onto my table which surprised me. It's Seungkwan and Hansol and they aren't looking THAT satisfied.

Of course they'd be mad.

"Sophia what is wrong with you today ?" Seungkwan went straight to the point

I shook my head, implying I'm fine.

"Lies" said Hansol

"Did those students make fun of you again ? Saying mean words to you again ?" Seungkwan asked

I nodded slowly

"What is it about this time ? You with Shua hyung ?" Hansol asked

I nodded again

"Sophia, I think you have to start on standing up for yourself" said Seungkwan sternly

"I know it's hard, but you can't stay living as a doormat every single time" he scolded

"Seungkwan's right Soph. You have to change for your own good too" Hansol added

"I can't stand seeing people doing this to you" he patted my head

I just don't know what to reply. I'm tired of being like this too, but what can I do ? I have social anxiety and standing up for myself is hard... I usually have Minhee around...

This is stressing me out ugh...