[ - sophia kim - ]
Honestly, it's funny how he's really timid around me. I was stressing over asking about being his fake girlfriend. It was only to bail him out of those problematic girls that's all.
He have helped me with verbal bullying at school and I feel like I should help him out in this situation. Plus... That Heeyoung have probably told the whole school about me and Joshua are "dating"
I'd probably be bullied more but, I have to endure it. I mean I'm tired of getting hit up on by guys too so there are benefits for both of us, I guess.
I'm not sure how to bring this up and I just hope this would actually help.
Both of us have finished eating and we decided to watch the television together like we have always do. Usually we'd talk about random stuffs, school, studies, well just like what friends do.
After talking for a while, I decided to bring it up
"Hey" I called out
"Yes ?" He turned to me
"Um... I know this is weird but... I've been thinking that, maybe we can fake our relationship ? You know since people loves bothering you so much ?" I said to him
"Fake our relationship ?" He raised his eyebrow
"You know, you've been labelling me as your "girlfriend" everytime you're in pinch. I know it must've make you feel uncomfortable having to say it especially when we're not even together... Maybe if we do this we could feel less awkward about this ?" I said to him
To be honest I'm just rambling random ass stuffs at this point. I feel like I'm malfunctioning. Like I'm seriously asking him out this way when I'm still confused with my own feelings
He then chuckled
"Are you asking me out ?" He asked
"No no ! I-I promise it's not like what you think-- AHHH WHAT AM I EVEN SAYING !" I covered my face
My face is probably red at this point.
"Well... That's a good idea I guess. After all, there are benefits for both of us" said Joshua
"S-so that's a y-yes ?" I asked, peeking from the gap of my fingers
"If you wouldn't mind" he smiled
"Plus, Heeyoung might've spread the rumours so why not" said Joshua as his attention went back to the television
"Yeah... I can imagine how it'd be in school..." I said as I let out a sigh
"I'll be there for you no matter what, and I'm sure Seungkwan and Hansol would be there too. Heck, I feel like the thirteen of us would be ready to be there for you" he chuckled and hearing that warms my heart
Can't belive I found a group of friends who really respect me for who I really am.
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Secret Sender • Joshua ✓
FanfictionI thought you were just like any other girl, turned out it was wrong - Joshua Written by - Minty Started on - 2nd April 2021 Ended on - 30th May 2021 Wherein he began on receiving anonymous letters
