Secret Sender • Joshua ✓

Secret Sender || 49

[ - sophia kim - ]

His mom allowed him to stay by my house. He said he wanted to "study" and help me out with my studies too. He convinced his mom to its fullest.

That fake smile that he put on for his mother.

I stared outside of the window, looking into the sky. It's getting dark.

From just admiring him and ended up as a person that he relies on a lot on the second day of knowing each other. Ain't that lucky of you Sophia ?

Though... I don't know what to feel... What was that feeling when he was talking with that girl ?? He seemed annoyed I know but... Seeing her THAT close with him is stirring something inside me. But what...?

"Thank you for helping me a lot Sophia" said Joshua. He was still holding onto my hand

"You're welcome Joshua" I replied

I wasn't expecting this to ever happen. Him coming by to my house because he trusted me a lot ? We've just met Joshua. Why do you trust me so much ?

But this is what you've always wanted right ? Being his friend and gaining his trust... But why does it feels... Odd...? What are the feelings that I'm really having towards him ?

Pure admirement ? Something more than that ?

I'm confused...