Secret Sender • Joshua ✓

Secret Sender || 76

[ - joshua hong - ]

I covered my eyes using the back of my arm. I could feel my face heating up, my heart was beating faster remembering what happened earlier

You did it again didn't you ? Calling her YOUR girlfriend. I'm starting to like her so much. It has only been a month. I wasn't expecting to fall for her....

Just when I thought she was just a girl that I trust... A girl whom I wouldn't call something more that just a friend... A girl that I was only curious about...

Turned out... The curiousity changed into something more...

I'm starting to catch feelings for her... Falling for her...

Someone who I really want to protect.... I wonder how....

I wonder how you've made me fall for you. Your kindness ? Your softness ? Your gentleness ? What about you that made me feel safe...? Why is it only you ?

We've just met for like a month, yet I trusted you with all of my heart....

Does it even matter if you're the secret sender ? I don't think it even does.

I want to know you more... To be with you...

Just when I thought I'm giving up on this kind of stuffs, I ended up repeating everything again for myself.

Girls I've dated would leave me because of the same reason.... But maybe you wouldn't right....?

Yet, I'm scared. I'm scared to tell you about it. I'm scared to tell you about my feelings because it might destroy what we have now...

I just...

Don't want it to end...