Secret Sender • Joshua ✓

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[ - sophia kim - ]

Mom told me that I actually got accepted in one of the schools there. She helped me on registering there. I was surprised by it since she didn't even discuss it with me.

I wasn't angry but... I just don't know if I should decline it or accept it. If I accept it then I'd have to restart my life again. It wouldn't be a problem but...

My friends...

Oh lord what should I do ?? I really wanna go there to pursue what I love, but having to leave everything behind is... Really sad if you think about it.

Maybe I should just tell the closest person I'm with ?? Seungkwan and Hansol that is. I know these guys would tell the others too so I don't want to kill the fun like out of nowhere.

I've already gotten the opportunity to do what I've been wanting to, so I don't want to let it go. It'd be challenging, but that's what life is all about.

Though... I'd miss it here.

Maybe I should write my last letter as that secret sender for Joshua. I don't know why but, I just don't want to reveal myself to him. I just felt like it's better this way.

Maybe in the future, I'd be able to tell him about it.