[ - sophia kim - ]
Time passes by and we've finally arrived back at the mansion. We didn't talk much after that. I don't want to disturb him either. He must've been tired.
I went straight to my room to get some rest
Once I laid down on my bed, I couldn't help but remembered about what he said earlier.
"My girlfriend"
I immediately blushed just by the thoughts of it
I screamed into my pillow. Having this confused feelings over and over.
Joshua, why are you making me feel things towards you ??
Do you really mean it ? All of those words ? At this point I don't know what to feel about this. I'm confused... Like really confused...
What am I to you ??? You have always used the "She's my girlfriend" with those people you wanted to escape from. Well... I've helped you once by calling you a "boyfriend"
So who are we to each other ?
Just to help you out ? Faking everything just for you to get away from girls ? Am I just... Used by you...?
I slapped myself
He opened up to you and you dare to think that way about him ? Open your eyes Sophia. If he was only using you he wouldn't trust you and wouldn't even tell you ANYTHING about him.
Open. Your. Eyes.
Don't think of him that way. He have only done it twice. Just because you have trust issues don't be an ass. That's not how you were taught when you were a kid. Appreciate him. Like how HE appreciate you.
Maybe... I can just be a fake girlfriend of his ?? You know, to help him out from all of this... Maybe I'll try to ask about this tonight.
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Secret Sender • Joshua ✓
FanfictionI thought you were just like any other girl, turned out it was wrong - Joshua Written by - Minty Started on - 2nd April 2021 Ended on - 30th May 2021 Wherein he began on receiving anonymous letters
