DIET MOUNTAIN DEW. dave grohl (1)

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March 9th, 1990
VICTORIA CANADA

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"Dani!" I heard as I got off of the plane. I was finally in Canada with Dave. I'd never been to Canada either, and it was so beautiful. I turned my head around to see Courtney waving me over. At first, I was honestly skeptical about Courtney. But, she's not all that bad, she's just a little harder to deal with. I smiled generously and left Dave's side of go say hi.

"Hey." I warmly smile at her sitting next to Kurt hand in hand. He smiled at me with some different warmth to it. It sent shivers down my spine. I took a seat next to her and pulled out a crossword puzzle book. It's a guilty pleasure of mine.

6 letter word for red?

"Maroon?" Courtney asked looking over my shoulder. I rose my eyebrows in surprise, she was pretty good.

"Hey, thanks." I smiled brightly before writing the letters in. Dave walked over to sit next to me after putting all the suitcases together. Kurt gave him a glance from across the chairs and he looked away with sorrow before grabbing my hand forcefully making me wince.

"Jesus." I said to him with a confuse look. His grip loosened and he mouthed a quick sorry to me. I dropped it and continued to read until Krist and Shelli got here.

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"Another day, another hotel." I sighed flopping on the soft white bed. Dave grinned soothingly before joining me. I've been to a totally of 7 different hotels in the past 2 months. That's more than I've been to in a lifetime.

"How about we go get ice cream tonight?" Dave asked me with a mesmerizing smile. I loved ice cream absolutely loved it. Dave knew I would flip. I laughed before swinging my leg over his waist and pinning him on the bed. I snuggled into him and buried my face in the crook of his neck before slowly resting my eyes.

"Why don't you get some sleep, Dani. You've had a rough couple of weeks." Dave whispered softly as I continued to hold him.

"Only if you go to sleep too." I yawned before resting at his side. He kissed the top of my head before snuggling beside me and closing his eyes. We both fell asleep in a matter of minutes. I just remember feeling so happy laying there with him.

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March 10th, 1990
VICTORIA CANADA

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"Are you sure you'll be okay?" Dave asked as he stood at the exit of the hotel. I smiled and nodded at him for the millionth time. I decided to stay behind while we went down to a college for a show he was having.

"Alright. But, if you need anything, call me." Dave said kissing my cheek quickly, and in a flash he was gone. I took the elevator up to the room and switched the television on, snuggling under the covers. It was a relax day for me, I couldn't handle going to a loud ass concert again. It was going fine for a couple hours, I mean nothing went wrong or anything but it was just boring. But the whole time I had some feeling inside of me that I couldn't shake. I felt sick, but maybe it was a nervous kind of sink? I wasn't very sure.

Just then, the phone rang.

"Hello?" I said feeling my forehead heat up a bit.

"It's Kurt, Dani. I'm really sorry to call you again. But, I just thought I'd let you know something." Kurt said with a nervous like tone. I cleared my throat before waiting for him to go on.

"W-well, I know you and Dave just got back together, and you've ya know....." Kurt didn't finish, "but I saw Dana at the concert. I don't really know if he's with her or not. But, I thought you should know."

I felt sicker than I normally did. Of course, Dana was there. But, maybe Dave wasn't with her.... or was he?

"Okay, Kurt. Thank you." I said trying to cut it off. I felt like I was gonna throw my insides up. I felt so nauseous and just disgusting over all. Kurt got the memo and hung the phone up. I immediately laid back down trying to hold the tears back. Dana..... why does she ruin everything. Why does Dave ruin everything?

"Annie?" I asked into the phone. I hadn't talked to her in so long, but I didn't know what to do.

"What's wrong?" She asked.

"I feel so sick, Annie. D-Dave's out with another girl again. I can't even breathe it feels terrible. I want to throw up, and I feel like I'm getting fatter everyday." I huffed into the phone without a moment to relax. Annie sighed before taking a moment of silence.

"Of course he is," she sighed, "listen..... and don't freak out. Are you pregnant?"

"What?! No! No I'm not fucking pregnant!" I yelled feeling the nervousness rise up. I couldn't believe she asked me that.

"Don't be too sure. I mean your sick..... you feel "fatter" and it's terrible. That only means one thing." Annie said with a calm tone. What the fuck? There's no way. No way. I wouldn't ever- Dave wouldn't want..... fuck.