Bounded World

chapter 25

one months later (four months from being kidnapped .)

"you should stay here ,I will be back after changing. " loki said as he signalled his friend ara to take seat in the living room and started to walk out of the room , "okay can you ask lisa to get me a cup of coffee on your way up ." ara requested as she got comfortable on the sofa and loki left upstairs to his room while he informed lisa for the coffee . he quickly got fresh and then walked out to his wardrobe and slipped on a pair of his blue Jean's and then grabbed his white shirt which was placed in kalila's wardrobe cause she was always the one wearing it mostly , loki smiled before slipping on the shirt as he walked out to their bedroom , "what are you doing here ?" loki asked as he saw ara standing near kalila's side of bed and touching the photo frame that had a picture of kalila and loki in a formal kind of look , "ah It had been a while since I came here so I thought I will just have a look at this room ." ara Said with a sweet smile as she looked around the room and then back at loki who stood there with a raised eyebrow . "okay then you should leave ." loki completed in his regular cold tone while he turned his back to her and started to button up his shirt, he suddenly felt a hand snaking around his torso making him go stun , he quickly removed ara's hands from him and turned around with fire in his eyes , "what are you doing ?" he asked her , his voice was not even a single percent restrained he just let out his anger in his words . "I am here for a reason loki , I told you about my feelings and I knew you didn't felt the same way but we never gave it a try maybe we could give it a try and make it work out between us. atleast I am much better to that women ." ara said making loki chuckle, he saw ara place her hands on loki's shoulder and look at him with offering eyes , "you are better than her ?" loki asked her in a sense of sarcasm and she smiled proudly as she couldn't sense the mockery behind his tone , "ofcourse I am , I can give you all that you want to have . I am not telling you to leave her , I know you own her so she is just a play toy for you I get it. " ara said making Loki's anger boil , he was about to open up his mouth when the door suddenly opened . "I am ba..." kalila stopped mid way as she took In the scene in front of her , loki standing with his shirt almost open along side a women who is standing with her hands on loki's shoulder in a manner which suggest only one thing , "kalila you are back early ?" Loki asked , he mentally slapped himself at how lame and gulity his question sounded as if it was being asked to mask up the situation, which only made kalila feel her heart shattering but why ?, she composed her self before opening her mouth to speak. "I am sorry I should have knocked . I will be leaving. " kalila blurted out and then sprinted off the the room before loki could even open his mouth to explain anything to her. "it's not like she can do much if you want to leave her , after all you own her and she is just a toy ." ara sai before rolling her eyes and turning to look at loki who seemed far more stunned , "ara .." he started grabbing her attention as she hummed in response, loki looked her in the eye with a determined look in his eyes . "you are right I own her but as much as I own her more than that she owns me and the thing I want to make clear is that I don't see her as a plaything, she is the only women who will ever be in my life and in my bed ." the words of loki's were more determined than they could ever feel and the look on arabella face when she heard that was far more likely to what anyone would have when they had completely lost hope loki didn't waited for her to respond and left the room to look for where His brown sugar went .

"Kalila .." loki shouted as run down the stairs looking for kalila , "have you seen kalila ?" Loki asked one of his maid who just shook her head in a no , "madam went upstairs but didn't came down after that ." Another of the maid said while loki nodded in understanding, "any chances that she might have came down but you haven't noticed ?" Loki asked the maids politely while he tried to hold back his anger inside him , how could he be so stupid to bring someone who and most of all to bring ara home . "No sir i was doing some cleaning just close to the stairs case in case madam would have came downstairs i would have known ." The maid said with full surety making loki anxious, if she hadn't came down stairs then she could be on the above two floors but she didn't go much in any of the other rooms aside there bedroom until unless they needed to go anywhere, "tell all the workers to check all the rooms in the whole house and if any of them see her tell them to inform me immediately." Loki instructed as the maids nodded and started to hurry off to various places . Loki thought to himself where she could be and he heard the thunder roar , it might be raining outside . if it would have been a normal day kalila would be running to the terrace to go have fun in the rain , loki had to always hold her back by either threats or bribes. cause when ever she got drenched in rain she would catch a cold mostly cause of the cold weather but she never cared about that for even an instance . loki's head shot up at that thought , it hit him that she could be upstairs so without even a second thought he ran up the stairs to get to his brown sugar . when he had just reached the first floor ara came was standing close by to the stair and as soon as she noticed loki she walked forward with her mouth open to speak but loki didn't even batted her and eye and ran upstairs. when he finally made it to the gate to the terrace he stopped while holding the door knob so tight that his knuckles started to turn white , he was panting as he turned the door knob and walked into the minne garden that he had constructed on kalila's request , there was a side area for all the flower pot arrangement along side place for barbecue and a place left for naking tents as kalila loved star gazing loki had made up a space for setting up tent house when they came up at late night to star gaze , there was two to three benches at a corner made for sitting area and there was a swing in the middle of the garden which was where kalila was seated. loki let out a sigh of relief as he saw here sitting on a swing with her head hanging low, he slowly made his way to her and crouched infront her . "you will catch a cold." loki said as he grabbed ahold of her chin and tilted her head so she was looking him in the eyes , "I know. " she answered shortly while loki just stayed silent , "what you saw downstairs.." loki started to explain but kalila cut him off midway , "you don't need to explain, just inform me before you bring someone so that I wouldn't interrupt you guys like I did today ." kalila said and gave a lifeless chuckle , loki felt his anger inside him rise at the thought of how much he had hurt her . "it's not what you think .." he again started but kalila shook her head but this time loki cupped her face in his hand and looked her in the eye. "brown sugar let me explain myself please it's not what you think, I know it looked like we were about to do something but the truth is that I had just stepped out of the wardrobe and she came saying things about her feelings and all ,I was about to say to her that I have no interest in her but at that moment you entered and it went all wrong." loki described the instance while kalila just stayed silent, she then after a minute or two smiled at loki . "ok I get it ." she said with a smile making loki furrow his eyebrow, "wouldn't you say anything or atleast even scold me ?" loki asked her but she just chuckled before placing her hand over loki's and removing them from her face , "who am I do that ?, is it even my place to ask anything?, it's clear loki if you want you can just get anyone the way you want and it's not like you are answerable to me , I have no right over you, but you do have them over me ." kalila said as she felt a tear slip from her eye that got mixed of with the rain drops , loki was blank for a minute before he got ahold of himself and again looked at kalila with a hurt kinda look in his eyes . "you have all the right over me just the way I do have it on you ." Loki stated as he got up and pulled kalila to him and held her close to him with his hand around her waist , "and why so ?" kalila asked him only for him to go blank, "see it never hurts me when something goes the other way cause I have always wished the worst for me cause I know I don't deserve any good thing. so it's not your fault if you even do something like getting another women aside me cause I know what my position is ." kalila said and drew in a shaky breath as she felt fresh tears running down her face , "I know that my position is that just of a fuck toy and it's not my place to have expectations. " kalila's words were trembling just the way her bottom lip did as those felt out her mouth making her and loki both feel a piercing pain in their heart . after a bit of a pause loki finally spoke up , "don't every think that you are just a toy to me , you never have been !,I have always valued you as someone I want for the rest of my life , if I really thought of you as a toy I wouldn't have wasted years to get to you or to keep you on my side , I wouldn't have hesitated to even look at any other women than you . you are my one and final one. " loki said as he hugged kalila tightly and a lone tear slipped down his eyes too , "why ?, why me ?, I don't deserve this all?, why don't you just tell me that what see downstairs was true?, why won't you let me have the pain that I deserve!!, why do you treat me like i am the most purest thing alive ?,why ?!! tell me WHYYY!!" kalila yelled at loki while clutching loki's collar tight as her eyes turned to waterfall, "cause you are the purest thing I have ever laid my eyes on ,can't you see ! you deserve all the world and I am ready to give it to you, just stay by my side ." loki said while he cupped her face in her hand and kissed her forehead while she just shook her hysterically, "I don't!, I don't! after all I have done don't even deserve to be alive ." she flared out as she started to sob while hugging loki tight and hiding her face in loki's chest, "why brown sugar why di you even think so ?" loki asked her as he held onto her and rubbed her back as his eyebrows were furrowed , "cause I have done things I don't want anyone to know ." kalila's muffled voice only made loki feel even more puzzles as to what it could be that made her hate herself to this point.

a/n : hi :), cliff hangers are good right ?, cause I love it hehe. I hope you guys enjoy this and any guesses what her secret could be , I won't make you wait much will be updating tmrw or maybe today itself if I get time to complete that chapter. for now enjoy this and please leave a comment. I love reading them.