Not my fault,My fate

Chapter Nineteen

Theme: An Angel came to swim.

  💘💆 TANIA'S POV💆💘

  Its been a week and Adrian hasn't been heard of. The crazy part is his Dad isn't even bothered one bit,i see him every night coming home in a poor staggering state. Now i understand why Adrian went on a ride on his bicycle every night,I'd do anything to stay away from someone that doesn't care about me too.

   One thing i still wonder about is why he doesn't live with his mum,I think it will be way better. But what if he's there right now and here I am worried sick about him,aarghh!!

   I've called him countless times and dropped several messages in the chatroom, i dropped all my ego of "who chats who first" in the trash outside. Apart from being worried about Adrian, I haven't been feeling too well,i get this constant headaches and i find it hard to breathe sometimes, its all a result of my health deteriorating and coupled with the fact that I'm thinking so much about a guy that couldn't come clean with me that he has a girlfriend__A mean one at that.

   I skipped my checkup this weekend, I'm so scared of showing up in front of the doctor this time,I'm really sure she's going to show me a clear diagram of how my body is going into pieces. I begged Chase to help me ruin the checkup plan, well I promised him I was gonna see the doctor twice this week before he could carry on with the plan.

   I've been to all the places I know Adrian could be but to no avail, wait the Daycare!

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   "We are sorry,he hasn't come to work in a while and all his lines haven't been reachable, we don't know where else he can be"

  I left the Daycare with a disappointed look on my face,that was the last place i knew that he could be. As I walked home,I didn't know when tears rolled down my cheek,i laughed when I noticed I was actually crying, like I was actually crying for Adrian,the same Adrian that didn't reciprocate my feelings and here I am crying for him,what is wrong with me!

   What if he was perfectly fine wherever he was and isn't even bothered a bit about me.

   As different thoughts filled my head,some kids on bicycles were riding past me,I felt something familiar to that and that's when it hit me,the night when Adrian and I went on a ride, he took me to one place he loved__The Bridge!!'. I actually said that aloud not even noticing that people might think I've gone crazy.

   I was so sure that he was at the bridge that he took me to that night,well my conscience told me so. And all I needed was a bicycle to get there cos its not a walking distance and I know just how to get a bicycle.

   I ran home as fast as I could, i changed my outfit then I rushed to the basement to look for Chase bicycle, well its a small bicycle cos it was bought for Chase on his 12th birthday. The bicycle size was small for me but it was still in good shape and I was in such a hurry to worry about that so i managed it.

   Like thunderbolt,I got out of the house,i didn't even wait to tell Chase where i was going,i just shouted "I'd be back soon,Chase!!!" And like the wind,i left.

    It was my first time in a long while riding a bicycle and the size of the bicycle wasn't helping but it was the fastest means to the bridge i hoped Adrian would be at.

   Getting to the bridge was quite tricky cos I went there just once and it was at night so my only saving grace was God right now. People were barely on the road to ask for directions from,i was all to myself.

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    I finally got to the bridge and i could bet my wobbling feet it was the one, i was super excited cos I recognized it on the spot. I got off  the bicycle and started screaming for joy,I felt like I've won something big. I climbed on the bridge and started to look around for Adrian but there was no sign of him around,i started to think maybe he didn't come here.

   I stared at Chase bicycle and heaved a deep sigh,i cant believe I rode on that small thing for close to 25 minutes  and didnt meet Adrian,my legs hurt and so did my heart.

    I leaned on the bridge and admired the pretty sight, the sunlight made it really beautiful. I started reminiscing the night on the bridge with Adrian,it was the only sweet memory I had about him. And then I caught sight of something in the river beneath the bridge,probably someone or something was in the water.

   I was about to ignore it,not until someone came out of the river in the most coolest and mouth-drooling manner. The muscles,the hair,the skin dripping with water was heavenly,the sunlight shone on this heavenly body and it seemed so majestic,his abs were damn,i cannot over emphasize. I was drooling as I wondered if an Angel came to swim,not until I saw the Angel's face,oh my heavenly mercy! I felt ten different emotions all at the same time and I could burst into a thousand butterflies.

  He was the one.