Not my fault,My fate

Chapter Twenty-nine

Theme: In Coma

   👦😿ADRIAN'S POV🤧🕵️

   It was a week ago and things were not feeling right. I had not sat down with Tania to have a conversation or even see her smile at me. Its not like I don't see her,I see her everyday but__ she's always running off somewhere.

   Its either she runs into her Dad's car to go to school,she runs after school closes..... Whenever I see her,she's just on fast feet. I started to think probably she was running from me,she never even looked up to see if I was there,she acted like she didn't care but I thought she did. Since we made out by the river and she lost her bracelet the same day,that was it...... We never saw each other since then or was she shy, probably it was her first time.

   I finally met my mom,I went to visit her at her new home and I was only able to summon that courage because of Tania. She told me that I had to see my mum sooner than later. It was a really emotional moment for me because I hadn't seen my mum for more than 10 years and it was all due to my fear and not been able to stand up for myself, I finally conquered that fear.

    Mum and I discussed a lot,she really missed me and didn't want to miss out on any detail regarding me,well I left out the part of my father's attitude and treating me like crap,I didn't want to get her worried or worked up.

   I met her husband and he's a really nice man,I feel my mum is safe with him. The look on her face when she stares at him tells she's happy and that's all I ever wished for__ My mum's happiness.

   I told her about Tania,well she didn't stop asking about the girl I like. I told her about her beauty,her innocence,how she smiles ,walks,talks...... There's just something about her that makes me want more of her every single day. I just need to set things right and get my head straight so I can bring myself to confess my feelings to her. Mum told me to do that fast 'the confession part' before another guy steals her away. Well I've never seen her with any other guy so I don't think there's any rival.

   Mum invited me for dinner the week after,she invited my sister too and made me promise that I'd bring Tania along,it was gonna be a family reunion thing and my super amazing crush had to be there. Probably I would have confessed my feelings by then.

   Days past and the only time I got to see Tania was at the daycare with her white hair friend and then I saw her again after school,the day I was with Bianca. That day, I had plans of walking home with Tania and talking to her,since I couldn't bring myself to talk to her in class. I decided to wait outside school earlier before the closing bell so I would catch up to her when she comes out,but as I came outside to wait,I met Bianca crying by the swing.

    I could just pretend I didn't see her and leave so I wouldn't miss Tania when she comes out of school,but I felt bad and thought I should cheer her up before leaving. She told me how things were and the underlying state of her brother made her that way,I could relate to her pain so I gave her few words to cheer up then she burst out crying again and hugged me tight,I put my arms around her just to comfort her but my eyes were on the sidewalks for Tania and not too long she came out of school leaving in a hurry as usual, I left Bianca and ran off to catch up with Tania but she seemed angry at me for a reason I couldn't explain. Was she jealous? Does she even like me? Either way I had to talk things with her and see where all this goes.

   But today,I'm just full of regrets because Tania has been unconscious for some days now. I couldn't even bring myself to say a word to her,I was always procrastinating and right now I'm scared,I don't want to lose her. I won't forgive myself if anything happens to her.

    They took her to the hospital today,she was receiving treatment at home but not a single positive response since few days ago. The only thing I don't understand is why she's in this state,I mean she's not sick or having any disease but she lost consciousness suddenly and hasn't left that state since. Is there something she never told me?

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  🤕😷 TANIA'S POV😷🤒

  It's been 4 days and I'm still unconscious, the disease hit hard and couldn't be hidden anymore plus the shock of Ryan's death,it hit differently. When I passed out,my parents called the doctor to our house,they thought it was something that could be taken care of on the spot with prescription of pills.

   After days of no positive response to treatment, I was taken to the hospital. I didn't even move a leg,my body was just there looking terribly pale and my parents were freaking out.

   My mum found out I've not been taking my pills, she found the bottles where I hid them. I can imagine how bad she must have felt that moment. But honestly I've not been a good child........

   I'm presently in coma and I'm scared,I'm so scared that I might not make it. I've found a reason to live,there was always a reason but I was blinded by my own pain. I had a dream or perhaps it was real,i saw Tonia and she told me how much she missed me and told me to stay with her. Well I'm staying with her but I wanna go back....... I miss mum and Dad,i miss Adrian,i miss Chase,i miss Hailey and Ryan too(May his soul rest in peace).But will I ever go back?