Not my fault,My fate

Chapter Thirty-seven

Theme: Back to Life

🤧😥 TANIA'S POV🤧😪

Living can be tough,having to breathe with the thought that it might be my last is tough,slowly losing myself to the cold hands of cancer is tough,losing excess weight along with my hair is really tough..... But you know what's more tough__ realising its too late to make up for those tough days.

  I was stuck in this world,in this state of confusion, fear and heartache__ what have I done?! I should have listened to the lady that was crying by the tree. Now what am I going to do,is it gonna end like this..... What of my happily ever after?! It was not gonna happen. I fell to the ground with tears in my eyes and a heavy heart..... I guess it was over,I didn't get to say goodbye though.

  As I bowed my head in remorse and total sadness, I saw this bright light approaching me,it was so bright that I was swallowed by it. And just like that......

🤕😷 DR NELSON 🏥 🤒

    After the surgery, Ms.Tania wasn't showing positive results. She has actually reached a stage in her condition where the odds are very high but I still hoped she would scale through. We tried our best but it wasn't enough 😔

  "We are sorry but......" I was about to tell her parents about their daughter's demise when there was a scream in the operating theatre and some of the medical personnel hurried to call my attention to it.

  I could see the look on all the faces of her family and friends but I was also as confused as they were. I hurried into the theatre and what I saw is something I haven't seen in the last 15years of my career...... She was moving like like..... She was awake and she was staring at all of us in the theatre,it could only be a miracle.

   😷TANIA'S POV🤒

   I came back!!! I came back to life..... I'm so excited but my body is weak to show it. My parents were way happy,the smiles on their faces..... I wouldn't wanna miss it. And I know you are curious of how I left that WeirdLand,I don't even know myself..... I just opened my eyes and found myself in the hospital, it must be a miracle.....it can only be.

   I was really happy to see Adrian again,I wouldn't forgive myself if I didn't get to see him ever again. He looked moody though even when he held my hands and tried to smile,I just felt something was bugging him. While we were together,a nurse came to call him..... I hope he's fine. Hailey stood by my bedside with a warm smile on her face,I knew deep down that her smile held a million unspoken words but she wouldn't want to start spilling because of my state,she just smiled and cuddled me warmly.

    With people around me,the doctor had to tell them to excuse me so i could rest,i was given antibiotics and other medications for the initial recovery and slowly I started to feel sleepy...... It was probably the drug. I was in the recovery stage from my bone marrow transplant and recovery takes a while, probably for more than a year. I'd be under intensive medical care for that long period and from there I'd transition to a schedule of regular medical checkups to monitor my health status..... Checkups I avoided in my early stages,now I'm stuck with them.

     And the doctor will have to monitor closely for infection or side effects,just to be sure that I'm totally on the safe side,I hope I am though.❤️❤️

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   ADRIAN'S POV😷😥

  I was glad Tania was awake,I almost lost it there. All we need now is to be sure that her illness has gone and there won't be a relapse anymore.

  My mind hasn't been settled since the two most important women in my life are both in the hospital at the moment, while I was with Tania, the nurse called me to my mum's ward. When I got there,mum was already awake and her injuries had been taken care of. As I entered into her ward,she sat up and when she sighted me, she burst out crying and opened her arms. It was at this moment, I broke down and couldn't fight back my pain anymore, I ran into her arms and tears rolled down my face,I was in a state of mixed emotions but she's alive and that's more important.

  After the Mother-son moment,I couldn't help but bring myself to ask her.

  "Did he try to hit you?"

  "Who??!" Mum asked.

  "Him..... My.... My Dad..... Did he do this to you??"

    "Your dad? No!..... "

  "He brought you here.... To the hospital, that only means you both were together or were you not??" I was trying to get a point as I was getting enraged just saying and hearing 'dad' .

  "Your dad brought me here? Baby I haven't seen your dad for many years now ever since I moved..... Its all strange to me"

  "OK I'm lost..... Tell me what happened to you?" I asked with all curiosity.