Not my fault,My fate

Chapter Twenty

Theme: My Sad Story

  💘💆😍 TANIA'S POV💆😍💘

  He was the one.

The Angel was no other person than my prince charming, the one guy that made my heart skip a beat.

    I was so excited that I finally found him,i felt this leap of joy in me like that of a little child. I screamed out his name as i ran off the bridge to meet him......"Adrian!!!!!!!". If you were talking about where my ego was,well I threw it all out and I didn't care about anything else at that moment.

  As Adrian stepped out of the water, he seemed more surprised than I was,probably because he wasn't expecting to see me. I ran into his arms and hugged him so tight that I didn't wanna let go. As I finally refrained from the hug, our eyes met and we started giggling, like for a moment it didn't feel awkward that we were actually in each other's arm,it felt right and peaceful.

  As our gaze fell upon one another,I felt there were so many words to say but instead of saying it we stared at ourselves. The words in my head were 'I miss you', 'I can't believe you are here' and probably 'I like you'....... But i feel that'd be forward.

   While wondering in my head,Adrian's eyes were fixed on my lips and so was mine fixed on his,gosh here was the climax! He pulled me close that the hair on our skin brushed through,his chest pressed on mine,his breathe on my skin made heat creep through my body and I couldn't hold myself anymore as I was already weak in the knees and every part of me craved for him.

    And slowly,his lips pressed against mine,he kissed me like....  Like it was heaven. It was my first kiss and I didn't regret having it with Adrian,he carried me on his waist and I held on tight to him with our lips still rubbing close,he took few steps into the river. He pulled off my shirt,well I didn't mind if he pulled off my whole clothes cos my mind and whole body yearned for his and right there, we made out in the water.

   Everything was just perfect, if this was the last thing that happens to me before I die then I have no regrets because it was the best last thing for me.

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  Night fell by the river shore, I laid in Adrian's arm beside the campfire. This moment felt perfect and I wished it never ended, we stared at the open sky and were quiet for a while. I had lots of questions to ask him but the bigger question was if he liked me,but then wouldn't that be awkward after all we just made out .

   "So.......how'd you know I'd be here?" Adrian asked.

   "Uhm.......I just had a wide guess and I was right,the other night when you took me on a ride,you said you always go on a ride whenever you had a fight with you dad and since you guys had a fight, I just thought you'd be here"

   "Wow!"

  "Actually this wasn't the first place I had in mind and gone to check for you, but I'm glad I found you"

   "I'm glad you came,I should take you to lots of my secret spots, what'd you say?" Adrian asked.

      "I'd be honored" I said with a smile. Fireworks were blowing in my head,like Adrian wants me to know his secret spots, this is crazily amazing!

"About that day,I'm really sorry I got you involved, I should have come to apologize right away but I wasn't in the right frame of mind....... I'm really sorry"

    "Its cool,anyone in your shoe would get pissed too"

   "Thanks Tania"

  "Its fine....... So.......what really happened,the fights with your Dad,I wanna know everything"

    "Its family ish....... I don't wanna bother you,in sorry"

      "Pls.......bother me......pls" I was so eager to know what was actually going on.

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"It uhm.........it started when I was little,my family wasn't the happy or peaceful type. My mom used to work at a bar,she said that's where she met my Dad,I don't know how they managed to fall in love but somehow they got married and had me. My mum had my sister before she met my Dad,he wasn't cool with the fact that another man's child would be living under his roof but mum said wherever she lived was where her kids would live too.
    They used to have lots of arguments because of my sister then, Then my sister got pregnant and Dad said she had to leave the house,mum disagreed and it caused an even bigger fight.

     When my sister was heavy,she left the house. But my parents didn't stop fighting, Dad would always harass my mom and he started beating her up,it turned into a daily thing,he would come home after drinking to stupor and need a punching bag,and things got really worse. Watching all of that scene made me aggressive and I always had it at the back of my mind that I would fight back for my mum as I grew up,I had this burning hatred for my Dad,sometimes I wondered if he was my real father.

    My mum finally moved out cos she could not take it any longer,it was a tough one though, I was scared to stay with my Dad when mum left the house because the trauma of childhood really affected me. Mum promised to come back for me when she settled down........." Adrian paused,seemed like something was wrong.

   "She didn't come back........did she??" I asked in a sad tone.

   "She did.......she came back for me some months later,when she was getting married"

   "Whoa! She re-married?!!

  " Yeah she did, to the man of her dreams and she came for me as promised but....... I didn't wanna go"

    "Why??" I asked looking confused.

TBC💆💥💘