Bastard

give me a good day

Warmest greetings and blessings to all. It's such a lovely day today.

I woke up early this morning to knocking on my door. It seemed to take forever for me to get out of bed; it's so damned comfortable. I answered the door to find Mona Lisa on the other side. She laughed at my sleepiness after I hugged her good morning, then as I closed my door and was walking away she whacked my backside. Wake your pale ass up!

My pale ass huh , I asked her then laughed😂😂 Mother Dear would say that all the time. Funny how her and Mona Lisa would call me pale and they were almost the same shade as me.

I'd promised Mona Lisa I'd go do some yoga with her today and she made sure I wouldn't renege😂 She had a seat and patiently waited for me to have a quick shower and get dressed, then we were off. We spent a good part of the morning in meditation. The instructor suggested we each tell each other something positive at times, to keep the energy in a good place.

I looked over at my sister and I truly noticed her, her beauty, her strength, her power. The way the morning sun made her Expresso eyes lighten. The way her light melanin glows bright.

Mona Lisa, you are beautiful, my sister, and so strong. I admire your strength tremendously. I knew you were a force to be reckoned with ever since the time you punched Carl in the face when he wanted to fight me back in the day. You had my back then and you still holding me down now and I love you dearly....slugger 😂😂😂

Mona Lisa laughed, covering her face. I saw tears.

You, Damien, my little brother, my blessing...you have always been a light, to my mother, to me, to Ruby...you have a wonderful, generous heart and such a beautiful soul, and you don't seem to grasp that. Bcuz of your generous gift, I am able to generate my own income and not have to be dependent of my husband...bcuz of your arrival to my life I've had the brother I would have chosen for myself... you've been thru so much pain and I need you to know that I love you so much!

My face was so hot and I knew I must have been blushing hard. I got up off my mat and gave her a hug. Her choice of words moved me to tears, and I'll forever memorize them.

After yoga, we went have breakfast with everyone. I felt a peace in my heart that was unexplainable.

During breakfast, I got a phone call from Shantrelle. I excused myself bcuz her voice could be heard thru the phone. Apparently, she had a run in with Taz about Daenarick, and Taz must have shown her ass and they fought. Shantrelle was highly upset and said she wants to press charges.

Fuck. It begins.

There went my peace.

Just so happens, Daenarick calls me, asking where I was. He knows where I am. He started raging, telling me Shantrelle was outta pocket for showing up at Taz's place looking for him. He said he was on his way back and when he drove up the two women were outside fighting. He told me his mother is very upset with him and wants to get the laws involved. He asked me to talk to her.

I didn't know what to do. I just stood there trying to make him calm down. Mona Lisa came over to be nosey and when she realized it was Daenarick she took my phone and began to talk to him. She asked what was going on that was so important as to call and get me worked up. She told him she wanted to talk to Taz but of course he wouldn't put her on.

Shantrelle called me back shortly after. Mona answered on speakerphone. Shantrelle got real pissy and asked who the fuck she was, and my sister let her know. She immediately apologized, then started talking about Taz. I want that bitch in jail.

I asked Shantrelle what she thought would happen; our sun is headstrong as fuck and he's set on being there with Taz and his little sister. I asked Shantrelle what she thought would happen when she'd call the laws...my baby daughter is over there and I don't want anything to happen to her or her mother. To any of them. But Shantrelle was mad. For her to fight Taz, yea, she mad.