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    Greetings to anyone still joining me. I wish you blessings and merriment.

     My world hasn't stopped spinning yet, due to all these revelations which are being revealed left and right. My sister Mona Lisa has left for home, after having the most difficult heart to heart with me that I've ever had.  She broke down and cried, in her feelings over something I still can not believe as I'm writing this.

   I hate seeing my dear sister cry, and it hurt my heart profoundly when she finally answered my questions and concern of why she was feeling this way. She told me sometimes it's hard to remember that I'm her baby brother, and she's very fond of me, so quite naturally she's in her feelings over hearing that I got Semaj pregnant.

  Mona Lisa is upset with me for having Semaj here, when I "knew" she was planning on staying down here with me for a minute. I told her she didn't have to leave; nothing has changed. I still planned on holding her down. Mona Lisa's tears fell as she said "you won't have time for me now." 

   I felt horrible, but what did she want me to do? Send Semaj packing? I think not; she of all people should know damn better. I tried to reason with my sister, assuring her that I had her and the girls, as well as Semaj and my girls. I didn't see the problem. Semaj has been staying in bed so it's not like she's in the way of anything. My mind is on making sure she's okay, as well as making sure my sister is okay.

   But, Mona Lisa wasn't having it. She told me that she needed to tell me something important during this time together, yet the time wasn't right. Looking at me with the most sorrow I've seen in a while, she said, "Now it'll never be right."

   I asked her, begged her to tell me what she meant by this. Mona Lisa only began to pack their bags.

   When she was getting ready to leave, I begged her not to, or at least to let me know what the fuck was going on. She kissed me, then said "take care little brother". I was so confused as to why she was acting like this. I know she saw the tears in my eyes. I tried to give her some money but she refused, so I slipped it to my nieces instead.

   I've been trying to call her; she is refusing to answer me. Mona Lisa gonna make me drive down to Nola and see what the fuck is going on with her.

   Meanwhile, Taz has been calling me to tell me that she is pissed off at Daenarick bcuz she thinks he's been creeping out on her. I asked her what the fuck did she expect me to do about it. She began to go on and on, talking about like father, like son. I told her she would know.

   As for Daenarick himself, he did reach out a few days ago for a loan until he got paid. I told him not to worry about paying me back, and that I just needed him to check in more often with me, more frequently, so that I know he's doing okay. He told me he was fine, and I could hear the mischief in his tone and see the deviltry in his eyes. Yep, the apple fell underneath the tree indeed.

   When I'd told him about the pregnancy, he bust out laughing at me. His reaction was hard to read at first, for I felt he thought I was joking. When he saw I was serious he congratulated me and asked if I was happy. I told him I was, and he said then he was happy too. "Six more to go huh" he jested, bcuz I've always said my desire was to sire ten children. "Shantrelle gon be deep in jellyfish feelings when she find out" he said of his mother.

   I've decided to find another job, at a different shop. With what's been going on lately, I figured it best I leave. Boss man ain't gonna be checking for me behind no chic I don't even know. This girl is doing the most. I hate to get the laws involved in my business but this is getting out of hand. I swear to Goddess, this girl is straight up stalking me. I went to get some food across from the university, and when I parked and got out of the car, I heard someone say my name but then it quickly got muffled. I looked around, didn't see shit, so I went inside and got in line. There was a customer ahead of me, so I was thinking over what I wanted. Right when it was my turn to order, the one behind the register told me someone would be back to take my order.

  I'm waiting. Still looking over the menu. Someone has now returned and is standing behind the register. May I take your order zaddy? I look at this chic like what the fuck you just say...sure nuff, the chic behind the muthafucking register called me zaddy like this crazy broad that's been parking in front of my place and messaging me like stupid. She comes when it's late and we can't get a good look at her. But today, I got to see. She had some false eyelashes on and was just staring at me like crazy. It's me zaddy. I didn't know you like wings... I'da been brought you some...

  I looked her in her eyes and told her not to come around my place again with the bullshit. I told her I didn't remember her from work but now I've seen her and now I have a description to give the po should she keep harassing me.

   It's like she paid me no mind at all. She was acting real weird and shit, trying to lean across the counter to see all of me. I said fuck that shit and turned around to leave. Would you believe this girl ran out behind me???!!!!

   I don't know how to deal with shit like this. This girl is beginning to be a nuisance. I had no idea she works at KOK. I've ordered food from this place a few times before and never even seen her working there, for if she did, it must have been another shift. I've never seen this girl up close; she's claiming I was looking at her when I changed her tire before. If I did look in her direction it must have been subconsciously bcuz I don't remember her. Twas nothing remarkable or standout. She's a clone of these so called hot girls/baddies/college hoes down here who think they're cute. She's not natural; fake hair, fake eyelashes, etc. And she's younger, tries real hard to come off as sexy. Not my type.

   Needless to say, I didn't get my wings.