Bastard

amends

I'd like to send greetings to anyone still joining me here.

This weekend, I took my entire immediate family, which includes all three kids, all three baby mothers, my extended goddess kids, and my sun's girlfriend on a much needed vacation. We may not have gone out of state to somewhere fancy, but I scored a lovely eight bedroom estate in Lake Charles.

After finally getting Shantrelle and Taz to agree to be on their best behavior, we all drove down together in a rental van. At first, I had my reserves, bcuz I know how much the ladies of my life tend to react towards each other. I'd offered to pay everyone's gas if they felt they all couldn't ride together; of course Taz and Shantrelle complained of driving there. So they'd just have to sit their asses in the van together and make the best of the trip.

Of course, as soon as we were all ready to roll, snide remarks from Taz towards Semaj came out of her mouth. I had to shut that shit down real quick. There was no way I was gonna let her start to harass my wife. None at all. Semaj was at the ready, allowing Taz her little jab then delivering her piece. Shantrelle kept quiet, watching both women. I was proud at how Semaj handled it; she said what she said then left it alone. It was Marie who kept the vibe edgy and wanted to keep going. I told her I would put her ass out the van if she continued harassing Semaj.

Taz is in her feelings, not only bcuz Semaj and I are pregnant again, but bcuz she lost Daenarick as well. Cash and Daenarick seemed to be in their own world, high out of their minds the whole way. Thank Goddess Cash didn't reply to Taz when she threw a remark her way, although I did notice Daenarick stare daggers at Taz.

When we drove up to the house, all the negative energies seem to fade and we took in the beautiful estate. This cost me a real mint pretty penny, but I just wanted to show my family a good time. The kids were all amazed and excited and that brought me joy. When I was helping Semaj out of the van she gave me such a tight hug, telling me the place looked beautiful.

Of course, your boy had surprises for everyone. I liked doing that for them. I'm really trying to show them all that we can make this family of ours work.

After everyone got settled in their rooms and the kids commandeered the computer room, Daenarick and I fired up a blunt and head outside. He asked me if I thought Cash would be okay left with the ladies. I told him that Cash appears to hold herself very well, and that I thought she'd be able to hold her own with Taz.

Daenarick had some news to share with me, and it blew the top of my head off. After making me promise not to flip out, he mentioned that Cash was late. I looked at my sun, who was as solid as can be, smiling like the Cheshire cat. I asked him when they'd find out; he said he wanted to buy her a pregnancy test but she'd kind of freaked out, crying and was scared, but he said he assured her it would be okay either way. I asked him if he was ready for that kind of responsibility; my sun was serious when he said yes. So, your boy here may very well be a grandpa soon.

Shantrelle, as if on cue, came out to meet the two of us. Strangely, she walked up to us smiling and hugged the both of us, thanking me for the getaway. I could tell something was different in her; could be her grandmotherly instincts kicking in😂 Shantrelle a grandma? This I just have to see.

All in all, I'm happy if my sun is happy, and he is. Daenarick is a hard worker and very caring and attentive to his baby sisters and goddess brother and sisters. I know he took great care of Bria when he was living with them. I know he's young...so young to be a father at almost 18, but I'd already made him and missed the first years of his life by that age. I hope deep inside he isn't blaming me for not being there, which he'd have all right to, since I wasn't. But had I known Shantrelle was pregnant with him I would have fought for a place in his life. Maybe things would have been much different for him. He had to basically grow up with out a father; now, I'm hoping he isn't just trying to impregnate Cash to have a baby just to say he did that. I need him to make sure he will treat that girl right and care for her and their baby..which I have no doubt he will.

But, seeing how young and fiery Daenarick is, I'm hoping he can hold it down. Although he is with Cash now, I did see him and Taz go off on their own for a bit. I wasn't about to pry.

The first evening we all enjoyed a barbeque feast, and remembering that my love doesn't eat any meat I made sure she had all her favorites. Semaj actually tried a piece of meat for me, and I couldn't stop watching her as she did. Damn, she even makes trying new foods for the first time look sexy. I couldn't help but watch those lips...and started rising. My baby girl slapped me playfully, telling me stop...all sexy and shit. Mmmm, fuck.

Although this trip was for my children and their mothers, it was also for me to make amends. I told all of them just how much I appreciated them for having my kids for one, and for all deciding to come out. It really meant a lot to me, bcuz I know both Shantrelle and Taz have had bad blood between them, plus they've both been in their feelings ever since I told them Semaj was pregnant for me. This is my way of letting them be able to relax while I take care of the kids, and to all talk to each other and find some common ground.

I could smell Taz wanting to start. I could feel her eyes burning a hole in me when I was talking with Semaj while making my rounds to see if anyone needed anything else. Later, when I went to the bathroom, there she was, standing in the hall waiting, not letting me pass. I tried to go around her. Taz looked me up and down and gave me a look which meant she wasn't having it. Of course, she made a pass at me, trying to grab my dick and rubbing herself on me. I grabbed her by both shoulders and leaned her against the wall. I told her to behave, bcuz ain't nothing was going down between us. She had nerve to say she wanted me to go down on her.

Taz is a real piece of work. Goddess only knows what she was up to with Daenarick, now here she was trying to feel me up. I left her ass standing in the hall after she tried me once more. See, this is the shit I be talking about. Marie knows damn well I'm for Semaj yet she still acting a fool with me.

Our first night was almost ruined when Daenarick and Taz had a heated argument when she told Cash something sideways, then Cash clapped back. I was so hoping they'd calm down, at least for the little ones, who were having fun. I was holding Bria, feeding her, and my little monkey got startled at the voices. Taz should have never stood up, bcuz so did Cash, then Shantrelle stepped in. The rolling of the eyes, the ramblings of the tongues began and all three of them plus Daenarick were all arguing. I told them to bring that shit outside if they wanted to fuss; these kids were beginning to worry. Semaj began to put the kids to bed and I promised to tuck them all in after I went to check on what was happening outside.

Egypt, my eldest Goddess daughter, ever being the quiet soul she is, kept away from everyone else. She's a little older than Daenarick and the two of them are so savagely identical, you'd swear they were real blood siblings. They even look alike, save for Daenarick's light eyes. I noticed Cash watching her whenever Daenarick would speak to her, hoping she wouldn't try Egypt, bcuz one thing about my Goddess baby girl, she can throw them hands. Egypt is very tall and she's a gentle soul, but trust me, she acts accordingly when needed. She doesn't bother anyone at all, and finds pleasure in being quiet.

After making sure no blood was to be shed, I went inside and made good on my promise of tucking the little ones in. Afterwards, I went say goodnight to everyone, finding Shantrelle heaving in her room bcuz she was so pissed at Taz, then later finding Taz ass naked laying across her bed. Needless to say, I said a quick goodnight after tucking my Bria in and got the fuck outta there with the swiftness.

When I went into the bedroom Semaj and I were sharing I felt at home. Seeing her putting our daughter to bed gave me chills. I watched her closely, enjoying my view. I needed her in my arms. After everything that happened it felt good to know my troubles would soon be at ease, once I had her in my arms. I pulled my baby girl close to me, hugging her with all my might. Semaj always smells so good and her scent is intoxicating. She raised up and kissed my forehead before I cupped that ass and lift her to me, so I could kiss her properly. I walked that ass to the bed.

Y'all already know what I did.😏😂