Bastard

life

   Warmest greetings and blessings to anyone still with me.

   I can feel that I'm not the most popular with a few people right now due to my actions. Know I feel your energies as a collective, and what I'm feeling, understanding, over standing, and revealing is taking a toll on me, but I'm sorry to say, I'm stronger than all of these feelings. I allow them to fuck with me simply bcuz I know the part I've played. But please don't think for a moment that this collective will keep me down.

   I have both of my daughters with me, and I'm over the moon. Nothing can harm me, so long as I have their health and safety and well-being and love.

   They complete me, my emptiness. I need both of these little angels to know that their father loves them unconditionally, and that I shall do anything for them.

   My namesake Damiana has been calling me dada repeatedly, melting my heart each time, whilst my little Bria has a penchant for nibbling, sucking, and slobbering my earlobe every time I put her against my shoulder. She's a lot like her momma like that, I guess😂😂😂. She also likes it when I kiss her little balled up fists. I see she'll be my little slugger as well.

   Both of my lovelies enjoy playing peep-eye and peek-a-boo, and let's pull daddy's beard😂 and they laugh when I tug on their little toes. The sounds of their little baby laughter is so angelic and pleasing to the soul.

   Wallace and Gucci are ever curious with the girls and they all seem to get along, although Gucci did make Bria jump when she playfully jumped up on my lap whilst I was holding her.

    I love being a dad, a father.

   Brings me ultimate joy, these sweet little monkeys.

   I love spending this time with them and having them here with me. I've taken some time off from all jobs, even the shelter. I need time with my family.

    Mona Lisa and her daughters will be coming down this weekend. I promised to spoil the girls for their report cards, and it's my turn to care for my sister, although knowing us, we're going to take care of each other.

   I'd like to write more, but I'm on daddy duty😂I wish everyone blessings.