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baby girl

    Sending my warmest blessings to all. I sincerely hope all is well with everyone, and that everyone has peace within their hearts and lives.

    I feel very good, already anxious to know whether I have a son or daughter on the way. This time, we've decided not to let the ultrasound tech tell us the sex of our baby....at least not now.  I'm so grateful to be here for this sonogram. Semaj is absolutely glowing and beautiful.

    I know she may be ten years older than me, but that's my baby girl right there. My sweet baby I love to take in my arms and carry. I just can't get enough of her. All my life after her made me realize that she was truly the one for me. I hate being out of her presence, even if it's to go to the restroom. I need all time not spent together to be made up for.

   I love spoiling her and my girls. I'll soon have to be heading out again, and I really want to do something special for them. I've already planned our getaway for later in July, to make sure everyone including Taz and Shantrelle can be there. I ain't forgot about them at all. I do have surprises for all, but the main goal isn't just to pamper them. We'll all be together in a house, and I need everyone to come together and we all act right. But before that trip, I am taking Semaj and the kids for a special getaway, just us.

   My sun Daenarick has been doing well, and he has moved in with Cash. I've had the chance to meet her and I sense she is a nice girl. She makes him happy. That's all I can ask for. They both seem to dig each other heavily.

   On that note, when Daenarick chose to leave Marie's place, she got quite in her feelings. Taz was a mess, calling crying. I tried to console her, told her she knew this would happen eventually. She couldn't be comforted, until I told her I had a few things I bought for her in Texas. I assured her that all would be well as soon as she stop trying to hurt me and simply live her life. I say hurt me bcuz she openly admitted to me many times that she was only fucking my sun to get back at me.

   Shantrelle feels way better with Cash being with our sun. They did also meet, and apparently she likes the girl too. I know my sun tho. Daenarick always has a ting on deck, but hopefully him and Cash will grow.

   My cuties Bria and Damiana are just the most gorgeous little things ever. They are getting so big and so heavy, it amazes me when I'm holding them. They so love their daddy, and it pleases my heart tenfold. Of course daddy's beard is their favorite toy😂 and since it's grown many moments of chubby little fingers have been spent tugging daddy's face for kisses. Aww, melts my heart each time.

   Mmm, my baby girl enjoys daddy's beard too😏😂😂😂 That's not all she enjoys, please believe me. I haven't had a craving or urge or desire for any other woman since finding out Semaj was pregnant. We are together together, and I'm hers. Only hers. She makes me feel twice the man. I find myself trying to please her every whim. I want to be a good man to her. A man she won't have to worry on.

   She has all of me. My mind, body, and soul. My love. If she wasn't pregnant already I'd impregnate her over and over again. She already gave me the gift of my beautiful Damiana, now she's bestowed upon me another. I've pledged my life and love to her and our family.

   I just wanted to take this time to come here and jot this down whilst my baby girl sleeps. I'm looking at her right now, peaceful and beautiful. Just how I like it. I can not help but trace my fingers along her silhouette... I'm about ready to lay with her and cuddle up with her until she wakes, then I plan on taking that ass😂

   Peace be the journey.