Bastard

Don't read me

      Greetings and blessings to anyone still joining me here. I wish y'all happy feelings.

   Please forgive the absence. I've been wearing that ass around my neck like a piece and chain😏

    I've been beyond satisfied. The date night I planned with my sugar was very successful. I got a chance to sit across from her and stare into those beautiful eyes at Pamplona Tapas Bar. The place was beautifully dimmed and set an intimate setting, and I was already in a loving mood, not to mention horny as fuck, so of course I took myself a liberty and felt my way between those inner thighs.

   It was delicious.

   Oh, the food was too😏 We took turns feeding each other and when she sucked on my finger I almost nut right there at the table. Yep. My dick was so erect it's a good thing the lights were low. Although pregnant, Semaj indulged on a sip of Absinthe with me. Just a little one. That only fueled our desires even more.

   From there, it was off to our suite, and I tell you I couldn't get her up there fast enough. I brought our overnight bags in and took out a surprise I had for her, which was her new ring. Semaj wrapped herself around me and cried, telling me how much she loves me. I removed her wedding band and took care to put it in her luggage safely, then I slid the ring on her finger, never taking my eyes from hers.

   Words didn't need to be exchanged, only tongues. I took great pleasure in undressing her then laying her across the king bed. My tongue needed some time inside of her, and I made sure to indulge my sweet tooth.

   After wearing her out, I got up and rolled a few blunts. I know it was a non-smoking room but I made sure to cover the vents. I prepared the whirlpool tub and placed my love in the delicious waters. I soon joined her, sliding in between her legs. Semaj gave me a massage, then I turned around and brought her to madness with my hand, churning inside of her as we kissed passionately. How I love to write about our sex life.

   Then, and only after she came did I do a little deep sea diving, finding out just how wet her insides were. When she pushed me back and slid onto my dick I almost died and went to Heaven.

   After we bathe each other, I helped her out of the tub and dried her and myself. We got real comfortable in the bed, and I laid myself  between them legs. I was so close, I could feel them pussy lips kissing my chest. I tongued those nipples a while, then lowered myself and smoked my blunt whilst eating her out. Of course she hit the blunt and the wood, too😏

  Later on, she had me standing before her whilst she sat on the bed. She hugged me from my waist, licking and kissing me all over my stomach and abdomen. The way those eyes looked when she looked up at me, before putting me in her mouth...smmfh.

    Semaj and I had all kinds of sex in that suite and we both enjoyed every moment. I just couldn't get enough of her. Ever since coming back here it's been a lighter mood. I hope y'all know I'm handling my stalker situation, please believe. I can't have all this plex around Semaj right now.

    I have seriously been doing some thinking as to how to solve the sudden problems with my sun and Taz, not to mention his mother. I am considering getting everyone together, and I do mean everyone, and taking them on a trip away from here, somewhere nice and peaceful, where hopefully they won't show their asses. I've found a nice place online with 8 bedrooms, which will be perfect. Enough room for everyone and all the kids, plus I've informed Daenarick about it and he's already asking if he can bring Cash along. Fuck it. Why not. Poor girl gonna be face to face with the Tasmanian Devil. I'm guessing this will be a retreat for us all to work our shit out with each other.

   I'm doing this for everyone bcuz I don't want Taz and Shantrelle to think I only bring Semaj nice places. I want to do this for them, so everyone can relax, but that's wishful thinking. I'm going to have my time with all of my kids, plus time with each mother so we can get to some sort of normalcy.

    Semaj and I were having some time together when my phone started blowing up. Karly called, my homeboy Hassan's girl. She was speaking frantically and was highly upset. She told me that she had enough and wants to leave but he was daring her to. She was talking fast and crying and things didn't sound right.

Hassan is my boy, and I don't feel right with his girl calling me with their business. Semaj didn't like it either. When I got off with Karly, Hassan called me up. I asked him if everything was good bcuz Karly had just called talking nonsense. He didn't sound right and I know my boy.

    As much as I didn't want to get in their business I felt for them. They been together for five years. I invited him to pass by the house and come smoke something. When he finally arrived, Hassan looked worn and beat. He had scratches all over his face and neck and arm. I felt bad to see that, wondering what he did to make her attack him like this. Semaj left us to talk. Hassan told me that he'd caught Karly on the phone with a guy, the same guy he's been seeing around a while alot lately. He said he asked her who she was talking to and she flipped out on him. One thing led to another and he basically put hands on her to stop her from attacking him. She fucked him up, too. He said he had to backhand slap her to bring her to reality.

   Now me, I don't condone putting hands on a woman in a harmful manner. I didn't agree with what he did, but seeing how he's looking like he lost a fight with a cat creature, I don't know if that was his only way. There had to be another option.

    It just so happened that Karly called me again. Hassan took the phone and asked her why she kept calling me. I felt horrible, bcuz I started thinking about how Cotton must have been blowing Hassan up for me, and how it must have made Karly felt. She hung up on him, not wanting to talk to him. He looked so furlong, I offered to call her and try to get them to talk things over. Karly told me as long as Hassan was here she didn't have anything to say. He told me to forget about her ass.

   I sincerely hope these two can patch things up, but he put his hands on her. They both put hands on each other. A loving relationship shouldn't involve hitting or harassing. With all the shit I've ever had done to me, I never once laid my hands on a woman in anger. I don't play that. My Mother Dear always said a woman don't need no man beating on her. She said the only person got right to whip on a woman is that woman's mother. Point blank period.

  But, I'm sad and disappointed bcuz I was rooting for these two. I may have beat him in the children department but I thought for sure he would beat me to getting married. I mean, I was there with him when he picked out her ring. He loves this woman, I know he does. But that's my homeboy. I have his back, but I hope he never puts hands on her or any woman again. He stressed that Karly brought him totally out of his character.

   Of course, he stared daggers at Semaj when she came to fix Damiana a bottle. I caught him staring at her like that and I asked him what was the cause. Hassan just shook his head and said there was no problem, that he just couldn't believe that after all these years she was still in the picture. I told him she was the whole canvas, the muse, the merit, and the idea.

    I understand my boy is going thru it right now, but his attitude towards my woman is aggravating me. Semaj even asked him what she ever did to him to make him not like her. Instead of answering her, he wisely chose to head out.

   I don't like this shit. So many people don't like Semaj for whatever reasons. I can't control that. What I can do is provide her with safety and security, as well as my love and all that comes along with it. I'm so tired of the back and forth messages on here and the emails. I can count fifty emails I've received from other women just this month and we're the eighth day of June. I try to keep Semaj calm yet she's reading these emails and messages and it's pissing her off. I can't have that.