Bastard

amends pt.2

    Greetings to all.

   Our trip to Lake Charles turned out to be a show out, if you will.

   Our remaining two days were filled with more drama from Taz, a whole lot of arguing, plus, even a fight occurred, a fight I damned sure wasn't letting continue.

    Apparently, the two shrews of baby mothers in my life, after all I'd done for them to enjoy and have a good time, decided to team up together and start with me and Semaj.

   Everything was going well, well; as well as could be due to the circumstances. But Marie ass is evil and Shantrelle just seems defeated so she's stopping at nothing to make me feel bad about it.

   To be honest here, I'm done. I am fucking done.

  I went out of my way to show them all a good time. Semaj appreciated it, the kids appreciated it, but the others apparently couldn't.

   My pregnant wife was harassed and she flipped the fuck off on both women. What started out as me and Semaj standing together, showing each other love, having a private moment away from the others turned into Taz showing her ass and coming up to me and pulling on me, pulling me away from Semaj. She did this deliberately, all kinds of things coming out of her mouth. When I pulled away from her she got upset and went talk shit in Semaj's face, and before I knew it Semaj head butt Taz and stumbled her.

   Semaj knew better than to get physical but I saw it in her eyes: she's had enough. And this was all my fault.

   Taz was stunned. Blood trickled down her forehead. She immediately started threatening Semaj. Semaj went around me and punched Taz in the face repeatedly until I carried her off. Taz was trying to punch her in the stomach but Semaj rallied her. I had to calm her, for hers and our baby's sake. What made matters worst was when Shantrelle opened her mouth. Semaj threw a lick at her too, catching her in said mouth. Semaj told her she should have kept her fucking mouth shut. Shantrelle, stunned and knowing she wasn't bout Semaj's life, hurried and shut the fuck up when she saw me have to carry Semaj in our room.

   After laying her carefully on the bed and trying to make her calm down, I laid besides her. Her rapid heart beat was visible and I begged her to calm down. She immediately started apologizing to me, even said she wanted to apologize to Taz and Shantrelle. I said fuck that.

  I saw the two of them firsthand come for Semaj when she hadn't sent for them. It was done purposely and with malice. They got what they got. It is what it is, and that's what it was.

  Needless to say, I had to wind up renting another van to take Semaj, the kids and I home, leaving the original one to the rest.
I wasn't about to put Semaj in any more stressful positions.

   Daenarick assured me he'd see the ladies all home safe. I made him promise to keep me posted about the baby, well if there's a baby. He'd been meaning to buy a pregnancy on our venture to the store but she insisted she wants to wait and see.

  Me, I'm tired.

  Tired of trying to please Taz and Shantrelle. I'll will send money to the accounts but they won't see me like talking about it and I'm definitely taking Bria for a while again. Taz had no qualms after I told her about her fucking self. Yes, I left with my baby girl.
I'm tired of Taz's shit. If she wants to act ho-ish she can go along and do whatever her heart desires. I'll have my Bria here.

   I'm still gigging locally and have more coming up but I'm really trying not to be on the road so much, especially now that Mrs.Betty Mitchell is singing with us again. Her and I... let's just say we know each other real well and I don't want to put my own self in a predicament. We've slept together in the past; now working together.

   All I know is that Semaj has my heart, my mind, my body, my tongue, my dick, and my eyes. She has all of me. I have no need to be anywhere there may be temptation. I need to be with her and make sure she's well. I won't make trouble for her anymore, that's why I'm never allowing all of us to be together again. Fuck trying.

   I hate the way Semaj is always ganged upon. This shit will fucking stop bcuz I'm ending it.