Be With Me Then (Then Series #5)

Chapter 42

Chapter 42 

Fear 

Simula nang makabalik si Zaira at Ate Chloe I know that everything will not be easy for them lalo na kay Ate Chloe because she just hide their son pero siguro kung kayo talaga nothing can break the two of you apart kahit pa yung panahon. 

Wedding of Ate Chloe came and they will have two wedding at talagang napahanga ako doon and I also cleared my schedule for them kahit na may malaki akong offer for a fashion show tinanggihan ko talaga just to attend her wedding because I know it's important to her and alam ko din na malulungkot siya kung sabihin ko na hindi ako makakapunta kahit na ang sasabihin niya ay okay lang at naiintindihan niya. 

And we also need to make up for the time we wasted. Yung ilang taon na hindi kami kompleto. Ilang beses ko din na hiniling na mangyari ulit 'to kaya hindi ko na sasayangin. 

"If you catch the flower tomorrow we might get next." Sinamaan ko naman ng tingin yung nagsalita sa tabi ko. I am busy fixing my things na dadalhin ko sa province nila Ate Chloe for their second wedding dahil after the first wedding diretso na kami doon. 

Hindi pa din talaga makaget over ang magaling kong boyfriend doon sa pagkakasalo ko ng flower ni Ate Mendel before na halata naman na sinadya ng kapatid ko. 

"What about Zaira?" I ask him at sumimangot naman siya dahil mukhang si Zaira na nga ang susunod maybe next year. At alam kong kahit hindi pinapahalata ni Renzo I know he is still not yet ready to see one of his favorite girls getting married. But Renzo being Renzo he will still support what makes Zaira happy. 

Renzo is like that even if sometimes he didn't agree to your decision he will still support you and respect what you want to do and be happy for you. 

"That Gray, balak pa nga makipag-unahan nun kay Zairon." he said kaya natawa na lang ako doon bago isara yung duffel bag na dadalhin ko. 

"By the way, bakit ba nandito ka pa? Did Raffy not looking for you?" I ask him dahil kanina pa siya nandito. And hindi ko nga alam, if he already packed his things and I know all the Rheinfords are busy right now and here he is the another Rheinford na kanina pa ako pinapanood. 

"Do you think Raffy can still put her attention on me?" he ask at tumango naman ako doon dahil parang wala talaga sa sarili niya si Raffy this past few months simula nang makabalik si Zaira at Ate Chloe. "I am actually worried to her, but I can't do anything about that." he said kaya napatitig naman ako sa kanya at halata yung pag-aalala sa mukha niya. 

Raffy is still her twin at kahit hindi man sila lagi magkasama I know that they are still connected inside them. Nothing can break them apart and if the other one is in pain I know the other will also be in pain. Dahil ganun naman siguro ang mga kambal. Magkahiwalay man sila they are still connected by heart. They are still one. 

"You is enough to her." I said and smile at him and hold his face para magtama mga mata namin. Hindi man sinasabi ni Raffy sa kanya pero alam kong grabe yung pagmamahal na meron si Raffy kay Renzo and even though hindi man ganun kaopen si Renzo sa kanya just presence of his twin brother is enough to her. 

"I know that." he said at tumango naman ako doon. Hindi na nagtagal si Renzo sa unit ko dahil tumawag na nga sa kanya si Drake at hinahanap siya that is why he have no choice but to leave at sinabi ko naman na magkikita naman kami yun nga lang hindi na naman kami pwede magdikit. 

We just need to wait until my friend are totally happy. I just want to see my friends being happy first bago ako. They are the reason why I cope up with everything. They helped me even though they didn't aware about that. 

Kasi gusto ko na kung sakali man na masaktan sila sa mga sasabihin ko alam ko na may tatakbuhan sila and that is the man they love. Zaira to Gray, Ate Chloe to Zairon, Hannah to Drake and lastly Raffy to Casper. Gusto ko na kung sakali man na masaktan sila sa mga sikreto ko merong tao na nasa tabi nila.