“You’re not a kid anymore”
Those were my last words for her after I forced myself on her which I regretted the most. Now, I believe that regret is indeed the most painful thing in life.
She just silently turn on the other side of the bed and silently cried.
I saw how her shoulders tremble and heard her painful sobs as I regretted what I just did to her.
I let the beast in me control me. I was so angry that I took her virginity while she was begging for me to stop. My mind was so clouded with anger and now I can’t face her anymore. I want to hug her and say sorry but I couldn’t find the strength to do it.
I’m such an idiot. Damn!
I didn’t noticed that I already fell asleep while watching her and woke up losing her again.
Silver was already nowhere to be found when I woke up. I just miserably went out of my room and went down the grand stair case to grab a bottle of wine. I didn’t mind my family’s suspicious stares. Obviously, they are here because this penthouse is our family room here in this hotel.
I just grabbed a bottle of wine and drank it without even using a glass.
“Ate, what happened?” I heard Miyu asked as she stopped me from having another drink from the bottle of wine.
“N-nothing” I weakly answered and sat on the vacant high chair here in the kitchen.
“Where’s Cynthia, Hisham?!” I heard a voice angrily asked.
“She’s in the kitchen. W-why?” parang kinabahan pang sagot ni kuya Hisham.
“What’s happening? Bakit ka napasugod dito hija?” I heard my mom asked too as I heard their footsteps approaching the kitchen.
I saw mom and kuya with Suji when they reached the kitchen.
“Cynthia! What the heck did you just do to my twin?! Ikaw ang huli niyang nakasama right? Why the heck did she runaway again?!” Suji abruptly asked me. Her face were red in anger. Parang armalite ang bibig niya kung makasigaw siya at tumalak sa harap ko ngayon.
I just stared at her with regret on my eyes and didn’t spoke.
She walked closer. “Speak! Gosh, are you mute? Kahit si Akiko walang alam! So, tell me!”
She hardly shook my shoulders to make me speak.
Nakita ko nalang ang sarili ko na umiiyak sa harap nilang lahat habang inaalala yung ginawa ko. I’m so evil. Wala akong pinagkaiba kay Calvin!
“A-ate”
“M-mizu”
“Anak, it’s okay. We’re here you can tell us whatever it is” Mom hushed me as she embraced me in her arms.
“M-ma, I-I r—I forced myself on h-her” I said stutterring and out of breathe.
“What?! You bitch!” Suji harshly pulled me from my mom and gave me a hard slap. Too hard that I had to taste the blood on my lips but it’s fine because I deserve it. It’s actually not enough because what I did was beyond the borders.
I even saw how Miyu’s shocked reaction turned into disappointment and it breaks my heart even more. I should have to be a good role model for her as someone who is older than her but here I am making her witness how destructive I can be.
“Hey! Don’t you dare lay a finger on my sister!” galit na awat ni kuya sa kanya.
“Your sister raped my twin, idiot!” Suji fired back.
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RomanceA famous actress and vlogger Cynthia Altamirano was robbed and nearly got raped but a runaway Australian girl Nahla Silva helped and saved her in exchange of having a place to live and a job to sustain her living. The job was to become the video ed...
