It's Way Too High

Panic! : TWTLTRTD

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I'M BACK!!!!!
Okay, so my laptop is finally
alright, no more weird-ass
matrix or sudden dying and stuff
like that. But it feels kinda
weird to be back to writing again

after my short (or maybe not-so-short)
hiatus, so this chapter gonna be kinda...
odd hence why the title
(if you get it, ily)

But as always,
it'll go better next chapter
so watch out for further drama
love you all, peasantsss!!!

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It was later that day.
Luke and I were cuddling on the couch while our kids were tucked in their own rooms.

I didn't really pay that much attention to the movie that was on. My mind was elsewhere, swimming around Keegan's word from this morning. I can't help myself but contemplate it and think maybe Keegan was right. I could see myself and the kids AND Luke years from now, doing sooo much family stuff all over the world. I could see myself and Luke marrying each other someday, our kids' beaming smile and all those things that a soul could wish for with their soulmate.

Maybe it was actually the time to pop the question.

No, I'm not proposing or anything, just about the kids.

Or should I propose to him first so the strings between us would be tied much tighter therefore when I asked him to adopt the kids, we'll be in a more stable place?

Fuck it, Imma do it my way.

"Lu?"

"Yes, love?" I blushed at the pet name and started fidgeting unconsciously.

"Do you see us in the future? Like... what do you think we'll be doing in the next three or five years,"

"What's it with the sudden question?" He completely took his attention off of the movie and moves his gaze to me.

"You come here because you're back for good right?"

"I think I've made it clear, but yes I do,"

"I was just wondering you know... like... I don't wanna think too much about the future but you see... I still wonder about it sometimes," Just like a few seconds ago for example.

"Honestly? I do wonder about it a lot. I see lots of stuff, some vaguer than others, some more prominent than the other, but they're there. And about us? It was the prominent one. I don't think I was just hallucinating, I think it was God's way of showing me a snippet of my future," A soft and longing look was plastering his face, all while smiling and looking down at me.

"Did you see me there?"

"You are. The kids too, all three of them. We got a cute puppy too,"

"Now that you mention it, Kira has been asking for one frankly,"

"Should we get one then?" Luke said, a smug smirk suddenly replacing the fond smile.

"Eh? Maybe... I don't know. Will we be able to take care of it? I'm as busy as a person could be with the new company, Keegan and the twins got school and all those stuff, and you're probably gonna continue your career as well,"

"Babe, first of all, the kids would only be at school for 7 hours and they'll have the rest of the evening home, having lots of free time. Second of all, I'm sure the little puppy would be just fine being left alone for those 7 hours. As long as it got their foods and water and toys I mean,"

"... Right... so tomorrow then?"

"If you feel like it," Luke said, shrugging his shoulder carelessly. I smiled up at him, causing a soft chuckle to pass his lips before he gave me the famous Eskimo kiss. I burst out giggling instantly, loving the feeling of his cute nose brushing against mine.

He pulled me closer to him before squeezing me so tightly. I giggled even louder, holding onto his broad shoulder for dear life.

"You're so fucking cute and yet you're older than me, not fair,"

"You're cute too,"

"I'm hot, you're the cute one,"

"Sure, sure, baby giraffe,"

"Meanieee, I'm not a baby giraffe," He whined out childishly.

"Should I show you some pictures and compare it to a baby giraffe?" He pouted even more at me; cheeks puffing out and bottom lip out. I just sat there and watched him; feeling completely amused with a wide smile was spreading on my face.

He huffed out a puff of air, before puffing out his cheeks again,

"If I remember correctly, I only got three kids, not four. Or did I forget one?"

"You're a meanie, Lukey no likey," He said before huffing out another puff of breath.

"Lukey needs to talk in the first person if Lukey didn't want to be called a kid," I said, cupping his puffed-out cheeks in my palm and pinching it lightly. He slapped my hands away, before jutting out his bottom lip furthermore.

"Lukey no likey, Ashy is a meanie,"

"You're so weird, I wonder why I let you top me," I mutter out half-consciously.

"Because you're a complete and utterly bottom." He was suddenly smirking so wide, all the faux innocent completely disappearing from his face.

"Okay so now he's back,"

"Yes, do you want proof as well?" He asked, his eyes flicking down to my crotch as his hand moves to squeeze my bum.

"We just fu-"

"Made love,"

"Okay, we just made love last night and I'm still wrecked, so no. And secondly, I got work tomorrow, and I would love to be able to walk just fine without waddling like a penguin because the penguin is you and not me, thank you very much"

"So I'm a penguin now?"

"Is that all you get from my words?"

"Yes," He actually got no shame, shake my head.

"I'm not gonna elaborating,"

"See! A meanie!" Luke yelped out with his index finger pointing right at me.

"I love you and all so can you please carry me to bed?"

"Elaborate first," He stubbornly said.

"Carry me and I'll give you lots of kisses before we sleep,"

"I hate the fact that you use that to your advantage," Luke said, huffing out childishly again before actually standing up with me still on his lap. I squeaked a tiny bit, before tightening my grip around his neck, internally celebrating my victory.

The next thing I knew, we were making out heavily in our room and the thought of asking him about the adoption completely vanished from my mind.

Maybe today's not the time then.

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I told you it's weird
Ik, ik, 'm sorry, kayyy!?

I'll see you people
in the next chappie <3

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