'What's the meaning of living?'
Can you guess what's in my hand?
Was it the heart that I broke?
To whom did it belong,which man?
Oh,it was mine that I tried to choke.Can you guess why am I here?
Carrying all these feelings in a bag,
With a meaningless tear,meaningless fear,
For an answer I try to beg.Can you guess a heart of a liar?
With a laughter that was gloomy and a smile that was fake,
Why do I listen without any ear?
As if I was threatened for no one's sake.Can you guess the hell that I'm having?
Sometimes,I just want to say goodbye,
Walking a journey without a single meaning,
I'd rather disappear than to die.Can you guess the meaning of living?
As we were waiting patiently to rot,
It doesn't have any meaning since the beginning,
We're just busy wasting our sweat and spilling our blood.Can you guess what will happen tomorrow?
The angel has waited but the demon takes the lead,
Maybe I'll be drowned in my tears,streaming in sorrow,
Slowly the sun came up burned me with heat.Can you guess why we ever met?
I have nothing to offer not even my soul,
We are just bunch of people that are really sad,
Humans who feel sick are a family with hearts full of holes.Can you guess what's on my mind?
If you can't move heaven,let's raise hell,
Live with no regret,no matter what's the sign,
It is still not your time to ring the bell.Can you guess when will this end?
The sadness with no reason,the anger with no limit,
If you can't hold it any longer,I will lend a hand,
My life and your life,let's live a bit longer without timid.tamat.
-2020