'Lust'
I walked around as my crown on my head,
They were looking and staring with eyes full of hate,
The guards gathered around with the butlers and the maids,
They didn't listen to a word that I said.
"Bow down to the Queen,"a voice loudly called,
They hesitated,bowed down and then fall,
"We don't want a Queen,"they howled,
I wasn't a man on the physical and the soul.
Silence noise became music to my ear,
They all on their knees with a ring so near,
I could see but refused to hear,
They don't want me but be part of my heir.
A garden I snuck in has always been empty,
Since the faded of all the fame and glory,
Someone held my hand and didn't even say sorry,
He was the one gave me a ring to marry.
Steps,with our hand tied together,
He showed me a world if I wasn't a ruler,
I lost him one day but he's my saviour,
At that moment,we were meant to be forever.
The first dance became our last,
My pageant smile that faded to fast,
We made a deal with the throne that he has,
Mine too,with a hope I could rest.
He told me be quiet people are watching,
"You're my diamond,keep in the hiding",
They were my people,smiling and cheering,
Not when I was their Queen,on the throne he's sitting.
I took away my crown from his hand,
I looked around and go for a ran,
I jumped from the bridge and fell on the sand,
I was all alone with my body laid on the land.
He wouldn't jump if he's full of envy,
He wouldn't jump if he doesn't love me,
He wouldn't jump if my crown the only thing he see,
But he did jump,even if it was meant death in the sea.
tamat.
-2020
