'Euphoria"
As I walk to the path waiting for an end,
My broken soul was there,neatly in my hand,
One more step,the dopamine made me say I can,
Trying to find the perfect place to land.
Roamed around without directions nor an aim,
I wish I knew what was about to came,
Turning around but everything's the same,
Nothing's on my mind,tryna recall a name.
I do wonder,why we exist and never met?
Was it real,even the things that I once said?
Poisons that I drank and drugs that I ate,
Some nights with the serotonin I try to get.
They were all blurry as I took the line,
The sun and the moon don't seem like they shine,
Hate the feelings,I lost what were mine,
Even my loved ones,they used to be kind.
Once again I asked,what's real and what's not,
When my heart was breaking and started to rot,
The endorphins that I feel as I took my shot,
All I saw were stars and all of the dots.
Adrenaline,oxytocin even the dangerous pill,
For a drop of those,I would really kill,
The numbness,emptiness were all I feel,
Every parts that I sold always come with a bill.
Reality and fantasy,heaven and sin,
Are they real?The Kings and The Queens?
Dreamers are selfish,they refused to come in,
I had to choose reality when I don't know what it means.
Our paths are different but the end are just one,
Some choose reality,fantasy to have fun,
Some chose to end faster,where they started to run,
The euphoria was the only thing they hunt.
tamat.
-2020
