'Never'
The look on their faces,
They're not clear and also blurry,
No matter how long she chases,
He is the shadow that never will she see.
Another day,another night,
But she still stuck at the same page,
And she knew he'll never realise,
She's an invisible bird in his dreamy eyes cage.
She tries to say hi,and also waves at him,
But her mouth won't say the word,not even once,
It doesn't matter,she knows it will never to him,
But for her,it's her only chance.
Forever is just a beginning,
She's wondering about the end,
For a ship,at last will sink,
And for their love that never will land.
Happily ever after,is what she said,
Forever and ever is what they gave,
Even when she starts to lose her faith,
Their love story will never be saved.
She understands this and focuses on that,
How he will never be what she calls 'mine',
It does make her break and terribly sad,
But she will always says that she's fine.
She often walks with her head down low,
Avoiding to meet his eyes,
Because whenever they meet and go,
She never think about the sky.
Maybe he knows who she is,
Or maybe actually he does not,
In her dream,they have their kiss,
But in reality never,it's just a thought.
She likes him,
But he never knew,
In her thought she swims,
With his face as her view.
She's wondering why,
They never meet eye to eye,
Because she doesn't want to deny,
Her feelings towards him is not a lie.
She hope one day,
It will be a reality,to sit side by side,
To say things they never got to say,
For now,they're just breaking inside.
tamat.
-2017
