'Heavy Rain that Midnight'
I was nothing but he held everything,
I was waiting for a call but the phone didn't ring,
At the same time he came to me with a ring,
It was not my intention,I thought he was just playing.
That night in summer,how tender he called out my name,
I thought I could run but the taxi never came,
Different people, different places but everything feels the same,
He was running into my arms and held my hand on that midnight rain.
All of my dreams and who I wanted to be now feels like haze,
I never thought some words from a man could change my case,
It felt like heavy rain streaming down my face,
I was in pain but felt like the pleasure that I could chase.
How could a heart like his fell for a heart like mine?
It was hurtful to see him this kind,
He was like the heat of the sunshine,for me to be in this heavy rain for the first time I feel so fine,
Even when I know how rainy day and sunny day could never align.
He gave me the rush,the vibe of a holiday,
His smile was like candy,his beating heart made me feel okay,
When his gaze calms me down,it was hardly to say,
I wish that laugh of his becomes the melody of my days.
I was living in a town where the land was muddy and it stays the same,
He was living in a castle surrounded by the Kings,the Queens and all of the Dames,
He was like a dime,a side of his that I tried to aim,
I never thought of him except for midnights where it rains.
One thing he kept repeating,a never ending "It's you.",
My mind went blank,my heart turned blue,
I was thinking what they would say,but he already knew,
The love we unravel,they can never argue.
It felt like a heavy rain that midnight,
It was hurtful,my eyes stayed shut as if I lost my sight,
But there's one thing I can't deny nor can I fight,
It was healing and calming,it felt just right.
tamat.
-2022
