'Aslan Jade'
How broken your soul,neither do your heart,
Even a glimpse of your eyes,they seemed like an art,
I do wonder sometimes what they really hold,
Far from warm they always appeared cold.
Your tragic past and your sorrowful life,
How I wish it was me,that holding the knife,
The way you move along with your favourite gun,
I knew you lied when you said it was fun.
What did you lose?Was it your innocence?
From all of the deaths and also your sins,
When the world turns on you,whatever you fear,
I'll stay by your side,maybe not forever but I'll be here.
"Nice to meet you,"I ought to say again,
I never thought it would only cause me pain,
Now I never had the chance to hold your hand,
When "Sa-yo-na-ra" was the end.
Halloween's will always be my least favourite day of the year,
It reminded me of you,as I lost you,my dear,
Now, I couldn't even carved a pumpkin,
Without the thought of you lingering in my skin.
When I said my soul is always be with you,
Why wouldn't you reply the same too?
How could you chose to leave me instead,
Now my days were filled with loneliness,nothing in my head.
Your blonde hair and your green eyes,
I want to keep you in my memory,I'll never let it dies,
I hope you know,Ash how a part of me is with you,
As I promised,everything is true.
When you left,I lost my hope and also my faith,
I refused to be in the same place as your wraith,
Most of the time,what I felt was hate,
I miss you,Aslan Jade.
tamat.
-2020
