'Narcissist'
When your hand on her skin,do you feel my warmth?
Even when her eyes gleaming watching you as her sight,
I wish you get reminded of me instead,
It bothers me that I got replaced overnight.
As you played our song out loud,
Did you tell her that I wrote that for you?
Mouthing you love her in between the chorus,
Just like what I did once for you too.
She was a beauty,angelic with such kind smile,
Can you imagine how I forced myself to hate that?
Your sweater on her looked perfect as it was for her,
Everything she does ever her hair flips made me mad.
When you went to the beach we used to go,
Did you tell her that I found that place first?
As the sun showering her skin that evening,
You didn't know how much it made my heart burst.
Nothing wrong with her,an angel as she is,
But my heart denied when you treat her better than me,
Tears that were given,a smile that was taken,
How can you be so happy as if we were never meant to be.
Every posts she did on Instagram and Twitter,
She quoted all the phrases I used to say,
She's bragging you were a perfect guy for her,
But she didn't know it was me that carved you that way.
How can you forget about us so fast?
When I'm drowning in the thought of where I went wrong,
You never did the romantic things that you did to her,
Was it me the one in love like I wrote in that song?
It hurt so much when you were with her,
It didn't give you dejavu like I thought you will,
It hits me when I realised you love her more,
Now what I have is an empty heart to fill.
I tried my best to be the one,
And I never wish you found someone better,
I hope you found the one who is your worst,
I wish I was the only one who will be happier.
tamat.
-2021
