'You left anyway.'
"Don't close your eyes,please stay awake",
When I look outside as the the time flies,
Only your silhouette kept starting to fade,
As your words being poison that started with lies.
Do you remember,the way we holding hands,
The way we talk bout our future,
And the way we doing plans,
I was the one who listening and you're just being a man,
And I see how you're growing our love in the desert full of sand.
I thought you'd be my ocean,give me calm and give me peace,
But then you give me vision on you drown me with your kiss,
I thought this would be ending if I keep give you my love,
But then once again you gave your poison through my nerve.
It's funny how you told me that you love me and some shit,keep sending me some roses every time we got to meet,
But the thorns from your lovely gift that kept me hurt and bleed.
I had to keep them to myself,can't even give a hit.
I've been praying for our love,you've been playing 'hind my back,
You said I was a mistake that you wish you'd never make,
How you told other people I never give and always take,
And they believed in you,as they never knew,they ate it like a cake.
And now that I'm sick of it,keep playing on our song,
Deleting all of our story that we used to make along,
I realised I don't deserved this,the pain and all the lies,got my heart all broken not once but more than twice,
I don't know why this has happened,but history to look and see,
How you back and forth with some girls or more than three,
I kept on my silence and holding strong to our key,
Being stupid,keep on waiting,hope that you'll finally see me.
I'm glad it's all ending,we've moved on to our lives,
Sometimes it is depressing that I saw you in my eyes,
I kept on looking for love but stumbled on my run,
Funny I'm the joke,that remembering you for fun.
tamat.
-2019
