'Daddy Issues'
Wandering around with my heart in my hand,
It has been broken,shattered to be lent,
My view was blurry as I walked to the end,
Was it even my tear that I drew with a pen?
A question was asked but never been answered,
It bothered me as it seemed like a secret,
She said "You'll be fine,you'll never get hurt",
Is it why I jumped in a pool of dirt?
My hands were numb as I choked my feel,
Even my legs stumbled as I intended to kill,
I served it out as my drink and my meal,
"Forget me not?"It came back with some tea to be spilled.
"Move on",they said as it was a candy,
I forgot to do it,how can it be?
Listen here you should know,you should see,
I lost a person that others called daddy.
"Daddy issues is that what you up to?"
They asked me as they never knew,
Tell me now what should I do?
Should I mourn on his death or pretend to say 'Who?'
My drawings never had more than 2 crowds,
And my house that has never been that loud,
I never played with razor and then get shouted,
And the aeroplane never landed in my mouth.
Once again,she was asked to come and show,
Where's my daddy?Tell me please I wanna know,
But she looked heartless as he was her foe,
As her tears streamed,dramatically in slow-mo.
The clouds turned grey as I looked up the sun,
I waited for the silver lining it has been months,
Here's the part where everyone finds fun,
I never waited,he's not worth for anyone.
tamat.
-2019
