𝗛𝗲𝗿 𝗘𝗻𝗱𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗠𝘂𝘀𝗶𝗰: #1

2: Kiss me, Cheater

Chapter 2: Kiss me, Cheater

A/N: Enjoy reading Nostalgia's!

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Nakakawala sa utak ang nangyayare sa puso ko. Kabog ng kabog at hindi ko ito mapigilan. Tila ba parang... hindi ko makita sa kanila ang spark na hinahanap ko. I'm in that place! I am. Hindi si Autumn!

I'm worried about Autumn, disturbing ang nangyayare sa aming tatlo. Is this a coincidence?

She doesn't know what's going on here. I want to tell her pero baka sabihin niya, I'm just making an excuse kasi nagagagwohapohan ako sa 'boyfriend' nya na ex ko. She didn't even asked me why Justin called me 'Jas' when he saw me.

Nagagalit ako na hindi ko malaman. GOAT talaga sa pagiging mapang-asar si Justin.

Greatest of All Time.

Ugh!

I'm doomed, feeling ko mamamatay ako sa ganitong scenario! Bakit ba nangyayari ito? Gusto ko nang umiyak.

“Jasmine? Why you're so silent? May ginagawa lang naman ako dito nananahimik ka na? Hays, daming nagbago sayo talaga.”

Kung alam mo lang Autumn. You can't blame me being silent, “Ah, oo eh, medyo maginaw kasi, nagiginawan ako dito sa bahay mo. Parang may mali eh...” sabi ko sabay kunwari na giniginaw.

Nag-angat siya ng tingin, “Oh? You need something ba? I have many fluffy kumot up there,” turo niya sa hagdan ng bahay nila.

“Gusto mo love ako na kumuha?”  sabi ni Justin at tumayo pa.

Napairap ako. God-damned it!

“No, thanks. Uuwi nalang ako Autumn, sumakit kasi yung puso ko!” sabi ko sabay tayo at hindi na nagsabi ng kahit ano.

Ang alam lang ni Autumn, NBSB ako.

I don't want to disappoint her, the fact that we're sharing each other's secret, we should tell everything. Pero may isa akong tinago dahil ayaw kong may masabi siya.

Now I wasted the time I should explain to her. Look at what happen to us right now. I was sharing the thoughts with myself that she's picking up the trash I tried to forget.

Magkakasakit yata ako neto, by just looking at her goddess yet demonic face I can sense she'll know this secret soon. My biggest concern is baka maoffend siya.

Si Autumn kase she's an open minded person, she'll know if you had problems, if you're lying. She told me also that she want to be a psychologist, which I support her dahil even I didn't tell her what's my opinion alam na niya lahat. As in lahat. Walang labis walang kulang. As much na alam niya yun, parang I started to wonder na nangyari na din yun sa life niya, na marami na siyang natutunan.

The way he smile at Autumn ngayon, the way he look at her with love in his eyes. I can't tell—I think I'm envy.

Kapag siguro nagkaroon ng pagkakataon na bumalik ang nakaraan, sana hindi ko nakilala si Justin... He's an headache since then.

"I'm here!" I said as I entered Justin's apartment. He also gave me his spare key at itinago niya ang isa pa sa tanim.

I've been visiting Justin, my boyfriend if my mom and dad is not around for business trip. I look like a cat thirsty for love and affection. I don't like the essence of everything in our house kasi, it's kinda suffocating. Kahit nandoon ang kuya ko, I don't like it.

I went through inside and I prepared the foods I bought from a friend. I was shocked seeing him with a girl and they looked enjoying?

They're kissing each other like there's no tomorrow! I inhaled my breath so much that even them can hear it.