𝗛𝗲𝗿 𝗘𝗻𝗱𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗠𝘂𝘀𝗶𝗰: #1

21: Feelings And Questions

Chapter 21: Feelings and Questions

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"You need to wake up, hey."

Sabi ko habang niyuyugyog siya ng mahina. I was too devastated, masakit pa yung ulo ko, and now he added it?

"Justin, wake up, fvck," I tried to get his hands in my bed and end up laying in the floor.

Bakit ba siya napunta dito? Hindi naman siya lasing kanina ah. He was just looking at the tv and drinking. Ganon ba ako katagal sa Cr para hindi marinig na may pumasok?

"Hoy, ungas. Gising," saad ko habang sinasampal ang mukha niya. He groaned.

"May pa ganyan ganyan kapa, dun ka tumabi ka Autumn. Hoy," wika ko na naman.

I was going to slap him again when he open his eyes, "Stop it, patulugin moko," sabi pa niya habang hinihilot yung ulo niya.

"No. Bakit ka dito matutulog? Magkatabi kayo ni Autumn na matutulog, tumayo ka jan. I'm a flirt so you should stay away," I said while looking at him enhaling.

"I miss you..."

My heart began to stop it's beat. I was frozen and rooted in my place. I had goosebumps because of the words he uttered a while ago. Time seems to slow down.

I can't say anything.

I was just looking at him, disturbed. I was silenced. What did he say? He miss me? Wow. I found that hard to believe.

"I literally miss you. Really Jas. I know I already told you this but I love you. You can't talk right now because, yeah I know you're trying to swallow it, you're trying to comprehend my words if it is a lie or I'm telling the truth. Am I right? You know, I really like you kahit noon pa. You can't see that today because you we're busy with Yelo," he added while focusing his attention to the ceiling.

"Y-you miss me huh?" I asked unconsciously.

He looked at me but he instantly looked away too. He nodded.

"Then, I must say that suprises me. Why can't you look at me? I can't really believe you. Oh, at isa pa may Autumn ka. Hindi ko kayang mahiwalay sa bestfriend ko if that's what you want. I can't ruin our friendship because of you. I loathe you forever."

He looked at me this time. His eyes we're now sad then suddenly I heard him sigh. His voice became cold, "Why?" he asked me as he stands infront of me.

"What do you mean by why? Justin look. Alam natin pareho na mahalaga sakin tong relasyon namin ni Autumn, kasi siya nalang natitira kong sandigan pag wala na akong masabihan. So don't you dare ruin this for us," saad ko saka mas diniinan ang mga katagang dapat niyang lubusang malaman.

I don't really give a fuck if mahal niya pa ako. If gusto, if may ano siya sakin dahil kahit kailan hinding hindi na ako magmamahal ng taong hinihila ako pababa.

"You're really something Jas. Ikaw na nga ang nagsabi. "Go chase your dreams, don't make your dreams chase you." oh diba? ang ganda nun. Ikaw yung pangarap ko eh. So, don't expect me to tell you that, I wanted you to chase me! Dahil di mo talaga alam kong paano ako nagtitimpi para sayo," pahayag niya sabay upo ulit sa higaan ko at kinalmot ang ulo niya.