𝗛𝗲𝗿 𝗘𝗻𝗱𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗠𝘂𝘀𝗶𝗰: #1

3: Fucked Up Situation

Chapter 3: Fucked Up Situation

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Hindi ko gustong pumasok.

Oo, alam kong papagalitan ako ni Ate pag nalaman niyang 2nd day of class hindi ako pumunta! Pero shet, bakit ganito nararamdaman ko? Nafefeel ko pa din yung kiss niya! Gusto kong umiyak.

Baka naman magmalinis na naman yung gag*ng yon! Takte.

Baka expected niya na sasabihin ko, "Oh, Justin, I just wanted to say a big, heartfelt thank you for your exceptional file management skills! I never knew we needed a closure! A kiss... this badly!"

Well! Hindi.

It's 5 already and paulit-ulit lang akong napapalakad.

Hindi pa ako nakaligo at parang mabaho na nga ako, jusko naman. Jasmine! 'Wag kang magpakatanga ulit doon! Hanggang sa tumulala nalang ako sa kisame ng aking kwarto at palaging nagbubuntong-hininga.

After 10 minutes I decided to watch TV. Naghanap ako sa Netflix ng mapapanuood. Then nakita ko yung Movie ni Bea Alonzo at John Lloyd Cruz.

The Second Chance.

So nanuod nalang ako. Nagstart na yung movie at nagluto naman ako ng Pancit Canton at Popcorn. Hindi ko kasi alam pano magluto ng Karne, ang dami sa ref.

Hindi ako marunong magluto.

After, I cooked the foods, I ran faster to the bed and feel it. The cozy bed made me feel I'm so special to lay down there.

I was busy watching the movie nang may nakapag-init ng ulo ko.

"Popoy ako nalang ulit..."

"Ako nalang please..."

Na off ko kaagad yung movie tsaka napagdesisyonan na kumain nalang habang nakakunot ang noo.

Yuck! Jasmine mahiya ka nga sa sarili mo. Hindi ka hahantong sa ganon.

Seeing your first love... is kinda suffocating. Tapos wala pa kaming closure dahil ayaw na ayaw ko makipag-usap sa kaniya! Gusto ko siyang sapakin.

I've never been distracted like this. Namuhay ako ng matiwasay. Kaya nga ako umalis ng Pangasinan.

I need to go to school so that I can finally prove him that he's wrong!

Ah-ha! I should call ate instead. I waited for her to answer my call and minutes later she answered.

"Hey. I'm sorry about last time babygirl. I was going to tell you that..."

‘Wag mong itutuloy.

"No it's okay, I just need someone to talk to ate," It felt alone. Hindi pala easy ang mamuhay mag-isa. Parang mas gusto ko yung nasa bahay ako... kase nandun si kuya, may kausap ako.

"Oh. Bakit? What's your problem? Is it mom again? Don't mind her. Madami lang yong problema. Pinapahanap niya kasi si Dad Jasmine,” She said in a monotone.

I scoffed and rolled my eyes annoyingly, kahit hindi naman niya ako nakikita. "Oh. Is that it? She's ignoring me everytime, I tried to reach her. I know that for some daughters, the rejection is subtle. But bakit hindi niya pinaramdam sa inyo yun?" I tried to act normal while talking to ate this time but I can't.

She sighed, “I know you're tired of Mom baby girl! But remember, me and kuya Lindon is always here baby! I love you!”

"I love you too! And I miss you ate. Pakisabi nalang kay Maverick na namiss ko din siya."