Love's A Real Thing Right?

Chapter 27: The longest seven seconds; Part 11

[And I just allowed it, not being rude or anything. He was normal, then he came back with the same thing again and I had a problem with him using the heart emojis and stuff while he was talking to me. So I was like stop using it until you really mean it and he would constantly up to now still use it and sometimes he will correct himself with the red rose emoji. I got fed up and stopped telling him about it. But he knows I hate it. Then he started calling me cutie and using the heart eyes emoji and it threw me off again... Keep in mind he put this thing on his QP story about what people think of him. So I was like I think you're a total fuckboy. And I still think so. He only tells me things that really I don't want to hear and then last night he do the samething again. He went and posted on his story about what people love about him and he says the same thing to them he says to me. That upset me. The he started posting it up on Whatsup story about how his bestfriend so hot and how he lucky to have one like her and shit like that with the heart emojis and shit. It's sickening so when he did that I was like that's it, I not taking this shit again, it's like he knows when I getting close and he always does it around that time cause all the time he didn't post anything at all about any girl, nothing and he looked to do it when he's talking to me now? What shit is this. I got so mad he started calling me love and I told him rather rudely this morning stop calling me that. Then I left on seen and kept using the thumbs up emoji for everything. And that is what gave me an irritated mood. Plus the next person only want to talk to me and it getting me so damn annoyed. Then another one saw my story the night before and reacted with the heart eyes emoji cause my body was showing. And telling me how I have a nice body. Like fuck off and YOU. You really don't know how vex you get me sometiems right now I stressed and irritated and everything and you not helping. Sometimes you really need to stop being so hardheaded ok and talk to someone and listen to what they say. It's ok to ask for help and it's ok to not be ok. You don't need to hide anything but it's not right to pretend to be ok and blame life for everything. You don't think it hurts me when you say things like you're going to sleep and you hope not to wake up. It's like telling me you don't care what life throws at you anymore and you don't care if you die. It hurts me that you'll say that and then what? It could be the last time I'm talking to you and I won't even know. You don't think that would affect me in anyway? And I know you're telling me about the girl you liked for how long and asking me for my advice. Like what I think you should do. I don't mind honestly, but it doesn't make sense to ask and not listen to my advice. Being hardheaded can get you in places that you don't want to be sometimes so just please sometimes listen to what others have to say. And be reasonable you're smart you can do things on your own but you need help sometimes. I don't like the fact that you just see life this way and feel it's ok. I don't like this you. I want you to be happy ok?]

Ace sat and thought for a while, 'Was it really ok to not do everything on your own? Could actually count on people other than yourself. But couldn't happiness only come from yourself?'

[Ok Avi, I'll be less negative from now on.]

[Very good Munchkin.]

About two weeks later;

[Heyyyyyy Ace]

[Yes Avi?]

[So so so, my mom set me up on a date with a guy right.]

[Oh, that's cool, rub your love life in my lonely face. I'm joking how'd it go?]

[Ok, so, so like I was saying, he had the exact same name as you, his name was Ace.]

[Oh, that's interesting, so how was it?]

[Well I told him I knew a boy named Ace as well. His damn face went blank.]

[I could imagine.]

[So he asked me what you were like.]

[Oh my god.]