Love's A Real Thing Right?

Chapter 38: The Journal; Part 1

That was the last letter and now it was on to the journal, Sylvia was hesitant, but this was the only way to find a way to get Ace's memory back. So she began reading it;

[ I'm starting a sort of log, because well I saw this very beautiful girl in a post of Shane's on Quick Pic. I'll be a little cliché here, but I think it's love at first sight. I want to talk to her, she looks so innocent and gorgeous. I'm honestly smitten by her, although this seems very unreal. Well mission- find the love of my life is a go. That's a very bad name, oh well, no one will ever read this. So I guess it's mission go time.

31/7/2019, I looked for her QP tag on the post but I couldn't find it. I mean she's really beautiful. Maybe it's just a crush, plus she's so beautiful, I doubt she'll ever even talk to me over the phone let alone in real life. But I think I'm truly smitten by her. I guess I'll keep looking for her.

1/8/2019, I still haven't found her, I'm starting to think this is pointless. I mean it's like I'm chasing someone imaginary. I mean Shane has no other posts with her, she has no tag in the picture. I checked all the tags, none of them are her. I really just wanna talk to her. I'll settle for just friends.

2/8/2019, Well still no luck. Honestly what's the point? I'm really just waiting for Shane to post a picture with her again and tag her in it.

3/8/2019, Well I asked Shane about her. He said to stay away from her. Maybe she's his girlfriend. I doubt, she's too nice to like a guy like Shane but I'm no better. I have hope that she may like a guy like me and I'm hideous compared to Shane, how the mind is fickle.

4/8/2019, I'm just waiting on Shane to post something now really. On the plus side I learned to make pineapple upside down cake. I'm actually terrible at it. I shouldn't make it again, the girl has such nice eyes though.

5/8/2019, So since no one will ever read this, I'll confess to this, everyday I zoom into the picture and just look at her. She's so beautiful, I think I'm obsessed with the picture of someone. This is terrible.

6/8/2019, Still nothing on Shane's account about her, maybe she's like an angel that you see once and never see again. That's funny, but honestly this obsessing over finding her is a weird thing. I should stop, but again no one will read this so I'm good.

7/8/2019, So I screenshot the zoomed in image of her and I look at it a lot. I think this is unhealthy. She lowkey has an imaginary stalker, well I'm just kind of looking at her picture. I wonder what this is called? Hmmmm....

8/8/2019, So still nothing, maybe I should give up looking for her. No that is quitter talk, this is love at first sight, I have to keep looking for her. But will she even talk to me, she looks so nice. Maybe she'll think I'm a sad child and be nice and then she'll be my friend.

9/8/2019, But what if she has a boyfriend, maybe he's tall and cute and buff. She looks like that's the type she likes. I mean they would be a power couple, she's gorgeous like a supermodel and he looks like a bodybuilder. Maybe if I get to become her friend and he doesn't beat me up I'll be happy.

10/8/2019, Maybe she's a bad person and God's keeping me away from her. Who am I kidding, those beautiful and innocent eyes can't belong to a mean and bad person. Maybe I'm a bad person, well I was, maybe I'm being punished for that.

11/8/2019, Nothing today, I did start reading a new manga though.

12/8/2019, I mean maybe I'll find a way to ask Shane to go out and invite her. Who am I kidding, I hate people. But I'm in love with her, maybe if I meet her just once, like the Cinderella thing, and then I'll run away and go back to being a nobody.

13/8/2019, She looks like she's brilliant. Yes I'm still looking at her picture, she's beautiful. Don't judge me future me, I'm sure you're still obsessed with her. Although we're trying to deny it right now.