unpredictable : mgc

Chapter 64.

*Brooke's POV*

Calum was now crying silently on Luke's shoulder, mumbling words I couldn't understand. But he wasn't in hysterics.

Ashton was doing the same on Ty's shoulder. Ty was talking to him softly to keep him calm. And Ashton would mumble a reply or anything every now and then.

Luke...Luke was scaring me a bit.

He wasn't saying anything. He held onto Calum and stared at the wall on the other side of the room, he hasn't said anything to me. He looks emotionless right now.

Charlene and Michael haven't come back.

Ty, Shay and Amy just looked at me sadly, knowing that telling the boys was going to be dreadful.

I haven't said anything yet. I don't know what to say. I'm just looking at them all. Trying to catch a change in emotion some where. But came unsuccessful.

Then, the door flew open, and in walked Michael and Charlene.

As soon as I saw Mike, my heart shattered. He looked so broken and hopeless. He's been crying.

Charlene looked the same as the other girls, she sent me a sad smile and then sat next to Shay.

Michael stared at me right in the eyes, and every second became painful from the sadness he transferred to me in his green eyes.

And then, ever so slowly, he walked over to me and sat in the chair beside me.

He put his legs up and held them close to him, laying his chin on his knees, staring at the floor.

He took a big sigh and then stared at me.

"Baby, I love you. So goddamn much. I feel like I should be a bit mad at you for not telling me, but I can't. You know why I can't? Because I bet I would have done the same if I were you. You're just too nice, Brooke. And you don't deserve any of this. I feel...mad at myself if anything. I knew something was wrong with you, but I didn't do anything. But like Charlene told me, you just did such a good job at convining us that you were okay, because we trust you. So we took your word for it. But it was painful for me to watch you get paler, weeker, drousier, sicker...knowing, that you weren't 'fine'. But I thought you would've told me if you weren't. Because we always tell eachother everything. Brooke, there might be a chance of you surviving. But when I hear the word 'severe' next to the words 'heart cancer'...I lose a bit of hope. But you can fight it. You can get through this. You will survive. And when you're out of here, I will take you to the funnest places and we'll make the most unforgettable memories, now that we realise how quick and easy it could be taken away...so let's not waste time. Okay...I'm not sure why I'm saying this big speech. You're not gonna die right now! But...anything could happen. Whether it be me or you. Anytime.

"If anything did happen, I'm not only loosing my fiancée. But also my bestest friend for 15 years now. My other half. My trust keeper. Everything. You are my everything. You were there before my dad. Before the boys. Before the girls. Before the music. Before even the fighting. You were always there. And I'm gonna make sure you will keep being here. I...I want to say 'I promise' but it's just so hard to promise things when it comes to this topic. But I'll try as hard as I can, baby. I won't loose the memories. The smiles. The laughs. The giggles. The adventures. The midnight hangouts. My getaway. I won't loose you.

"I actually thought...while I was gone on tour, that we were getting distant. You wanted to move on. Seeing as after 6 weeks you didn't call as much...you didn't FaceTime much...or even text. But I kept convinving myself it was the timezones. I thought it was going to ruin us...it kind of did. Just not in the way I expected. I didn't and don't want things to end this way. But they can't. I'm 18 years old I won't be able to loose you. You can't leave. Who are we gonna replace in Ashton's group hugs? Who's Luke gonna call Brookeston? Who's gonna call Luke Hemmo? Who's gonna have the cocky fights with Calum? Who's gonna remember Ash's special Starbucks order? How is Calum going to tell people that one of his first girlfriends died? Who is gonna help me dye my hair? Who's Charlene going to buy belly button piercings for? Who's Shay gonna do make-up for? Who's Charlene gonna walk Sammy with? Who's gonna tie Amy's hair bow? Who's gonna try and straighten Amy's hair? Who's Ty gonna do stupid raps about? Who's Ty gonna dress up in gold chains and try and make them gangster? Which by the way Ty, I hope you don't make Ashton a gangster. Anyways Brooke, you mean the world to us. All of us. You're smile brightens up my life. You can't... It can't... I love you Brooke. A lot. And I will never stop loving you." He finished.

By this time, tears were running down my face and I was biting my lip to try and stop me from wailing.

"I...I love you too Michael. And all of you. I...I'm so sorry. I wish I could stop this." I blubbered.

And then in one quick swift movement, Michael kissed me.

It wasn't hungry. It wasn't needy. It was soft, delicate, yet magical after 6 months.

He pulled away after a few seconds and smiled.

"I've been waiting 6 months to kiss you." He chuckled.

"Me too." I smiled.

I looked over to the others, and all of them were smiling with tears rolling down their cheeks.

Except...Luke was crying almost hysterically on Calum's shoulder.

"L-Luke? Are you okay?" I mumbled loud enough for him to hear.

He looked up at me.

"I'm gonna loose my best friend. My little sister. My Brookeston. My rock. My first girl best friend. My nickname Hemmo. My weird and crazy blondie. My smile. My laugh. I'm loosing you, Brooke. I...I...I can't. I...I didn't do anything to help. That night! That night you thought you were pregnant, I couldn't sleep, I went to see you. And then...and then you weren't pregnant. You were sick. I...I tried to take you to the hospital. You said no! Why didn't I just carry you to the hospital! Why am I so stupid? I'm loosing you for my stupidity..." And then he burst out crying even more, sinking to the floor.

I wanted to rip all of these IV's off and comfort him.

There's so many wires and shit.

For fucks sake!

I started crying too.

Knowing I've done this.

I made people feel guilty, just because I didn't want to go to hospital.

"Luke!" I cried. "I...I'm not going for sure....I...I could survive..."

"Right. Everyone calm down please!" Shay blurted.

In that moment, Luke instantly calmed down.

"Brooke...Brooke Krystal Junes may survive. Okay? But let's not waste time thinking of 'If'. Can we please think of the memories and then daydream about the future? Be...Because she's strong! She can do it! Guys...please..." She pleaded.

"She's right." Calum mumbled.

"Okay. Here's to teenage memories." Charlene said.

A/N: I got feels writing this.

Not going to school today because idgafabu✋

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