unpredictable : mgc

Chapter 26.

It's been 4 days since the psycologist and I feel great. I'm not sad. As soon as I finally spoke out all my feelings I felt great, I should have just spoke to my teddy penguin that Luke gave me weeks ago if talking helped.

I was back to myself and I could tell my dad was happy about that.

Oh and due to me hiding away in my bedroom I only recently found out that the boys have a gig on friday! In the Annandele café. And I'm so happy for them.

And today, Ashton invited me and Luke over to his house for swimming. Calum couldn't make it he said. He said he had to go to his grandmother's house for the weekend and apparently Michael had plans too. But I think he just wants to avoid me.

I haven't cut again since the day Mandy and Calum walked in on me, it's been 9 days. Yay. And Luke gave me a bunch of band wristbands I could wear over the scars, he said that's why he and Ashton wear so many. So I'm officialy apart of the wristband gang weeee!

I just finished watching a funny movie with Mandy. It's been a while since I laughed so much, it was nice, especially when you were cuddled up to the best sister ever and eating ice cream and marshmallows, nothing could me more perfect in my opinion.

I saw that Ashton would be here to pick me up in half an hour so I waited until now to get ready! Wehey usual late and uncoordinated Brooke is back as usual.

I wore my black and pink bikini that I loved, and I wore a pink belly button piercing. My hair finally looked tamed and soft, thick and vibrant again. My body has looked fuller from the last 4 days, I finally got my curves back that I always adored and I didn't have bags under my eyes. My nightmares stopped. And I've started being a lazy bitch like usual! Sleep at 2am and wake at 2pm that how my sleeping diary works basically. I was finally feeling happy with myself again.

On top of my bikini I wore light blue denim shorts and a black tank top with white thongs (flip flops). And as soon as I got dressed I heard the door bell ring, I grabbed my sunglasses, phone, earphones and keys and headed to the door, where I found a rather chirpy looking Ashton.

"Ash!"

"Brooke!" He smiled before pulling me into a hug that I accepted. "Normal now?"

"Yeah." I said proudly.

"Good." He said kissing my cheek.

We got into his car before I mumbled "Thank god you can drive."

"Yeah, that's what's good about being 18." He said smiling.

"Shit!" I said finally realising something.

He groaned. "What's so important to cause you to swear in my car?" He said, trying to sound angry. But the huge stupid grin on his face begged to differ.

"It's my birthday wendsday!" I said suddenly.

"OH MY GOSH, 4 DAYS TILL MY SIS IS 17?" He said with a sudden jolt of excitement.

"YEAH YOU BET YA!" I copied him.

We both burst out laughing as he started driving towards Lukes house.

"It's good to have the normal Brooke back." He smiled.

"It's good to be the normal Brooke again." I corrected smiling.

We blasted Pierce The Veil on the radio and screamed the lyrics.

"Admit it, Vic Fuentes is amazing." I said.

"I don't deny!" He said, motioning a high five to me, and I high fived him.

We soon enough pulled into Lukes driveway. Ashton got out and rang his door bell and I waited patiently inside the car. About a minute after Ashton rang the door, Luke came out, he looked cheerful himself too.