"When Does It End" (Maria Hill/GipReader)

Ch.37

''Maria i know you're worried but i'm going to be fine honey, i'm more worried about you who is runing around the city with Nick'' Maria sighs 

''I know, but i'm still allowed to be worried about the love of my life'' i peck her lips softly

''Yes you are, but after we kick Thanos ass i will come back right back to you ok?'' she nods slowly ''You know...i hate this....'' Maria looks up at me 

''Hate what?'' she asks 

''That we can't have a moment of peace. Maria i love the feeling that goes trow me when i'm  fighting but i'm so tired...i just want to go away with you and not be worried about some killer machine or an old enemy or this alien who wants to kill half of the planet...some times i just wonder...when does it end.''

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We are now in Wakanda i'm getting my guns ready because we don't know whats coming or if something is coming but i still like to be ready ''Hey...'' i hear Natasha's voice say softly 

''Hi'' i say shortly, she sighs 

''Y/n i know that i shoulnd't done what i did i really do but Steve needed me and you where fine'' i scoff 

''But that doesn't mean i was less woried about you two Nat, i was scared you were dead, DEAD Natasha, that's the problem if you trusted me enough you would have told me you where going to help Steve with what ever he needs but you didn't even told me, because you didn't trust me'' i say feeling kinda angry 

''Y/n i do trust you i just thought you would be hurt'' i scoff putting a gun on my holster 

''Why?...is it because you knew something that i would be mad about? because you know damn well that i woulnd't be mad if you where helping Steve'' i say walking to her

''You're right ok...i was just-i don't even know Y/n ok i really am sorry and i miss my best friend, i now know why i should have talked to you'' i sigh and look at her...and then pull her for a hug 

''Don't make go to the other end of the world to just look for you again please'' i say with a laugh 

''I won't i promise'' i pull back 

''Natasha...i have something for you...'' i go to my bag and take out the ring i was going to give Peggy, i walk to Natasha ''I know how much you love Wanda and how you would do anything for her...I was going to give Peggy this ring you know...but know it has no use i'm not going to give it to Maria of course but it means so much to me so i'm not going to sell it...i know for a fact this will look beautiful on Wanda's hand'' Natasha looks speechless

''I-Y/n--'' i laugh softly and grab her hand putting the small box in her hands 

''Just think about it Nat'' after i say that lowly, and then go to the other side of the quinjet where Wanda and Pietro are talking. 

'' Drop to 2600, heading 0-3-0.'' Steve says next to Sam who is flying the Quinjet 

'' I hope you're right about this, Cap. Or we're gonna land a lot faster than you want to.'' we pass the camouflage force field and we are now in Wakanda.

Sam lands the Quinjet on the airfield outside the palace, Me Steve and Natasha go in front ''T'challa'' i say with a smirk, he smirks back at me 

''Y/n...'' i then laugh and pull him into a hug 

''I have missed you T'challa'' i pull back and we do our secret handshake 

''So have i my great friend, it's sad the situation we are meeting in'' i nod and say