Fighting For Her [Completed]

Chapter Nineteen

The wait is over!

"Are you going out with Diamond tonight?" Violet asks as I was getting ready in my room.

I was standing there with a towel on my head, nothing but my bra and underwear that I was in as I was standing in front of my closet, looking for something to wear.

Violet must have seen that I was a little lost and came further in to help.

She offered to look for my clothes and I agreed as I sat on the bed and watched her.

As she was looking through my clothes, she asked where I was taking her but I only shrugged cause I wasn't sure where I was even going to take us.

My head wasn't even here with me.

My mind was in a daze and my nerves were shot.

I'm surprised I'm even going through with this cause I felt sick to my stomach and I keep thinking about canceling.

Everything she brought out, I didn't like so I kept shaking my head. I was having trouble looking for something to wear but everything just didn't go together.

This was torture.

Violet could sense something was off so she sat down next to me. "What's wrong?"

"I don't know. I can't find anything to wear and my nerves are all over the place."

She smiles before wrapping her arm around me. "You're nervous and it's ok."

"I just.." I sigh. "I know I'm going to mess something up tonight. Even if it's only a friendly date but I know something is going to go wrong."

I felt Violet squeeze my shoulder as she smiled at me. "Nothing could go wrong. Just be yourself."

"That's what I'm afraid of. Being myself isn't good especially around Diamond. That woman makes me so nervous and something is going to go wrong."

Violet kept telling me to stop all the negative thinking but I couldn't. I knew that this was going to be a disaster tonight and something was going to mess up even if it's intentionally or accidentally.

Something would go wrong.

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I had texted Diamond earlier today and told her that I would be picking her up around seven. I was really nervous and wasn't expecting a text back cause I just didn't think she would even respond.

But she texted back a few minutes after and said ok.

Which made me panic.

I didn't feel good after I got ready and I was thinking about not going but I knew that I've been waiting for this so I sucked it up.

Violet was telling me that I was going to have a great time and if anything happens, call her.

When I left the house, I was a mess and nervous. I was taking deep breaths, trying not to pass out as I was driving to her house with the GPS in my hand.

It wasn't far from where I lived cause it showed ten minutes on the map.

Which made me even more nervous knowing that she wasn't far at all.

When I drove down her street, I knew her house was coming up and I was taking a deep breath when I pulled up and stared at the house in front of me.

I was in awe.

This house was amazing.

It wasn't near any other houses and was pretty much guarded by fences but it was huge.