Messing Up - JENSOO - english version

JK 18

"From what we've investigated so far, you're one of the few people who have very little reason to hurt Miss Kim, so..."

"Are you crazy? I would never do anything to hurt Jisoo, let alone set up something of that level, which nearly killed her!"

"Calm down, miss. Our job is to find out what happened and how it happened, we need to raise all the hypotheses and then discard them until we reach our goal."

"I know, I'm sorry. It's just the idea that someone did this to Jisoo is something that makes me very angry."

"You two seem to be very close." He squints his eyes.

"Some way, we're." I smile when I remember to fall asleep in her arms and I end up letting out a sigh "But how can I help you?"

"From what I understand, you're a person with many resources and know the people who are close to her. You could start watching her interactions with other people, and if you notice anything suspicious, call me."

"She'll stay with me during her recovery, that might help with something. I don't believe she'll be helpful in helping you, she has lost the memory of last year." I take his card and keep watching.

"That's great." he gets up "Be careful, Miss Kim. The person who did this is very smart and doesn't seem to have any loose ends." Jongin says seriously and I just nod.

"Jen, I'm ready." Jisoo's voice brings my mind to the now. She's strangely silent today. "If you have regrets, no problem, you can tell me." She rests her hand on my arm and looks at me with concern.

"What are you talking about?" I look at her hand on my arm and sigh. I miss these hands giving me comfort and security.

"You're different today." she pulls her hand when she sees that I'm looking "Sorry, I don't know why I did this."

"Don't worry. I was just thinking about some work stuff. Let's go." she looks at me strangely before just nodding her head.

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"OF COURSE I'M DIFFERENT! I DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING I LIVED IN THE LAST YEAR!" Jisoo's scream scares me. I fix my glasses on my face and leave the office. Should I get involved or not? I stand in the hallway not knowing if I'm going to the living room.

"I'm not saying about that. I'm talking about the way you've been treating me. You're distant, cold." Sunmi's tone is tearful, but it sounds fake in my ears.

"This is not going to work. We." Jisoo says after some time.

"What? No, Jisoo, sorry if I'm asking too much of you. It was a mistake and it won't happen again." Sunmi is desperate and my heart is racing.

"It's not just that, Sunmi. There are more things involved."

"Which things? Jisoo, please you know how much I like you, we can't break up like this."

"Sunmi, I don't remember being in love with you." I hear Jisoo's deep sigh "I can't remember, at the moment, I feel a great affection for you, but I don't remember the feeling that made us start dating. I don't want to deceive you, I can't repay what you're offering me now."

"Is it because of her?" Sunmi's tone is acid.

"Huh? Who?" Jisoo looks just as confused as I do right now.

"Jennie." I lean against the wall when I hear her. Everything inside me is vibrating with anxiety and fear.

"Why are you bringing her into this conversation? Jennie and I are friends." Jisoo says irritated.

"Because you act different around her and whenever we talk about her, you get defensive." who would say that the great Sunmi is jealous?

"I'm not going to lie that I still find it unbelievable that Jennie and I are friends, but that doesn't have any connection between you and me. She was very kind to offer to help me at this time and I don't accept you making such mean insinuations." Jisoo says in a firm tone.

"You don't see what's right in front of you, Jisoo." Does Sunmi know about what happened between me and Jisoo? If she knows, she'll tell.

"I don't know what you mean, but I hope it's not bad. I still don't know why Jennie offered to do this, I'm probably messing up her routine in addition to her dates." I can imagine her making that thoughtful expression as she says those words "Anyways, I don't accept that you say anything about her."

"Are you sure about this?" that tone of Sunmi doesn't seem normal. It's so angry, not in a way hurt by getting dumped.

"Yes, I'm not enough for you, Sunmi, and I can't hold you to me. You deserve to be happy and your happiness is not with me."

"I hope you don't regret your decision, Jisoo." I hear Sunmi's footsteps and run back to the office.