marvel women one shots

bad again- y.b

Y/n had been distancing herself once again as her mind started playing tricks on her again.

She had made plans with Yelena because they hadn't seen each other for a while. But when Y/n didn't show Yelena got worried.

Yelena's POV

15 had passed since y/n didn't show up for our reservation. This wasn't like her she was never late in-fact she was most likely always early. Panic set into my brain as I thought of all the things that could of happened to her so I quickly gathered my things and got in my car and headed straight to her flat.

I parked my car and made my way to her block of flats. I unlocked the door and was met with an uneasy silence.

"Y/n?" I called out but no response. I made my way around her flat looking for her no sign of her in the kitchen or lounge but as I got closer to her room I could here moving.

"y/n?" I questioned slowly opening the door I got a grumble in response.

My heart nearly shattered at what I saw before me. My girlfriend curled up into a ball wrapped in a blanket. Her cheeks stained from the tears and her eyes puffy.

On the floor was a bottle of anti-depressants, half of the container poured on the floor. I knew immediately was has happened.

She is in a depressive episode.

Everything was coming together In my mind as I realised that is why I haven't been seeing a lot of her recently.

I slowly sat on the bed next to her. "honey, what happened" my voice a little shaky at the thought of my girlfriend hurting this much. She didn't move nor did she look up at me. Tears still falling from her eyes.

I started to rub her back because I knew that helped her calm down and a couple minutes passed and she finally made eye contact with me.

"I'm sorry" she said as her lip quivered trying not to let tears fall again. I pulled her into my arms and held her close. "you don't ever apologise for the way you express your emotions, okay?". Her arms wrapped tighter around me torso.

"have you taken your medication today" I already knew the answer but needed to hear why.

"they don't help so what's the point" I tangled my hand in her hair as I started to speak "they do bub because when you don't take them this happens." I tried to put as much sincerity in my voice as I could.

"how about I run you a bath and I will make you some food?" she shook her head and I knew at what part. She wanted a bath but didn't want to eat, she never did when she got this bad but she needed to.

I picked her up and took her to the bathroom. I made the bath full with the bubbles. When she was done I helped her get changed.

"I know you don't want to but you have to eat something"

She shook her head in retaliation. I cupped her face in my hands and kissed her head softly before speaking again. "it doesn't have to be big just something small, please."

She sighed in defeat before mumbling "can I have a smoothie" I smiled that she was willing to eat something.

I carried her to the kitchen and placed her on the counter whilst I made her smoothie. She was content watching me and her emotions seemed to have calmed down a bit.

I finished making the smoothie but before handing her it I crushed up two of her pills then handed her the cup. She looked annoyed that I had placed her medicine but drank it after I gave her a kiss.

We went to the sofa and watched movies for the rest of the day. I knew she felt guilty for having to be taken care off but I didn't mind as long as she is happy and safe I didn't mind.

I would whisper nothings in her ear until she fell asleep.

It took a few days to get her back to her usual routine and I knew this wasn't the last time I would have to do it but seeing her sad just broke my heart and I would never leave her.