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Laying on the bed while keeping her eyes shut as tight as she could, she just prayed for the night to pass by soon. Y/n could not bring herself to blow out the candles as she was scared; scared that Namjoon would show up any moment in the dark. With all the fear she somehow managed to fall asleep after an hour or so and now it was time for him to rise from under the bed.

Making his way in front of Y/n's bed, he laughed a little; he was amused by how Y/n was sleeping while looking ever so relaxed when her biggest nightmare was standing in front of her. Although he knew that if she was awake, she either would have tried to run away or would have stood on the spot, completely frozen. Slowly and quietly he made his way towards Y/n. She was sleeping peacefully and he just had to ruin her sleep. He was standing so close to her while leaning that his face was just a few inches away from her face. She could feel hot air hitting her face and that is why she woke up from her precious sleep. As she opened her eyes, the first thing she saw was Namjoon's face. His eyes had that extra-ordinary reddish glow and his lips- well they were curved up in a sinister smile. She immediately tried to move away from him but he was fast enough to grab a hold of her arms and stop her from moving. She tried to scream but Namjoon quickly pressed his left palm over her mouth; muffling the screams that were just about to escape from Y/n's mouth.

He swiftly turned Y/n around on the bed and held both her tiny hands with just his right hand behind her back. He pressed her face into the pillow so that even if she tried to scream, the sound would not reach outside the room. At this point, she had already started crying. She was not scared because by now she was well aware of the fact that he can do anything to her but would not kill her. The reason why those precious tears ran down her cheeks was that she was frustrated; frustrated with being so weak in front of him and not being able to stand up for herself. She was tired of this shit that was happening to her on a daily basis; oh, how she wished Taehyung was still there with her.

"Namjoon stop!" gathering up a lot of courage and turning her head to a side, she yelled at him.

Namjoon was surely taken aback by the sudden change in her behaviour and loosened the grip on her hands and neck a bit.

"It feels good to hear my name from your mouth." Namjoon stated while chuckling.

"Leave me, you bastard!" Y/n yelled again.

"Woah woah woah! Feisty, are we?" Namjoon again mocked Y/n. He knew although she was not scared of him anymore, he had to instil the fear in her head again. "You have no idea what I am capable of, do you?" Namjoon spoke while gritting his teeth.

"I do Namjoon, I do and you think that I am scared of you. Huh?! Well then let me tell you I DO NOT FEAR YOU." Y/n yelled the last part as loud as she could.

"Haah! Are you sure about that baby?"

"I am not playing with you Namjoon, I mean it. After what you have done to my family, the only thing you deserve is death; a very painful death. You think you can make me fall in love with you; trust me Namjoon, I hate you. I hate you so much that-"

"Why do you never think twice before doing or saying things, Y/n? Just the way you did not think twice before coming here with Yoongi, you did not even think twice before saying these words. What if – what if I do the same as I did to your family to Jungkook? Would you like it, baby?" Namjoon spoke with a smirk plastered on his face. He knew the impact that those words would have on Y/n; he wanted her to fear him.

"Jung- Jungkook? Where is he? Namjoon please tell me, please." Y/n begged while crying in front of him and that is what he exactly wanted. He wanted her to be weak in front of him; he knew she was weak because one slap from Namjoon and Y/n would go flying away but he wanted her to be weak mentally. Now she was scared; scared not for herself but for Jungkook as she was not ready to lose another person that she loved.

"Why? Why do you want to know, baby? I am here, focus on me. You know, I wanted to be good with you but your words changed my plans and now I guess I have to let Yoongi go." Namjoon spoke while sighing.

"What- what do you mean? Namjoon, I swear if you do anything to Yoongi, no one would be worse than me." Y/n spoke with such anger that it could have easily scared any human but umm, Namjoon was different; wasn't he?

Listening to Y/n's words he started laughing like a maniac. "Damn, Y/n! You are so innocent. You honestly have no idea what I am capable of and trust me it is so funny to me."

Y/n did not understand a single word he said. She of course did understand what he said; she was not dumb but she could not understand what to make out of it. Looking at Y/n's confused face, Namjoon decided to break the truth to Y/n.

"I was the Yoongi that you trusted all along; the one that you spent time with. He is dead, baby. I killed him the same day as I killed that coward brother of yours."

And that was it; that was the last string that he had to pull to make her lose all her sanity. She was- umm, it is really difficult to even explain how she was feeling. She felt hurt, betrayed, scared and on top of that she felt dumb; dumb for not making decisions properly and for trusting Yoongi, uhh- Namjoon who- she does not know how he managed to look like Yoongi.

"I can shift from being one person to the other in seconds, honey and that was the same thing I was doing all this time. I had some other plans but now that you have found out, I guess there's no point in keeping up with the act. So, what say; shall we go to the main area?" Namjoon said before chuckling to himself. 

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